ONESHOTS {REQUEST OPEN}

Kstar~ Rainy Days

[This is for the lovely popcornstarlover ]

As the water feel from the darken clouds above nobody could see the tears pouring down my rosey cheeks. My heart throbbed as sadness filled my body from head to toe. The pain unbearable for my weak frame. I stopped in my spot letting the rain soak me fully making my clothes cling to my body. My hair soaked covering my vision of the horrible world in front of me. I hear shouting as people shout at me and shove me as if I was just a doll lost in a sea of the unknown. I stared up at the sky my heart hurting more, making my tears escape from the hold of my lost, hopeless brown eyes. I gathered myself from the ground and turned down a forest path making the rain slow from the dark green forest trees. I feel as though they will protect me from the hurting I suffer but the pain will never stop. Tsk. I stop and hold my arm a drip of a scarlet color fell to the forest floor being washed away by the rain above. I close my eyes and sigh quietly lifting my shirt sleeve revealing my hurtful wounds. As my memories suffocated my mind corrupting my ability to move from my spot as the scarlet color flowed freely from the cuts that line my wrist and whole arm. I breathed in the thick forest air as my breathing became jagged as I tried to calm myself from the memories but they kept moving faster and faster drawing circles around me. My head spun as a small cry escaped my lips trying to grasp onto anything I could reach as I struggled to breathe and think clearly. I made myself think of a rainy day wrapped in blankets with a hot drink, I looked out the window and everything was normal, peacefully and relaxing to the touch. My breathing slowed and my mind cleared as I came back to the reality of my horrible life. Hopefully the next one is promising or at least better than now. My glossy eyes searched around the dark dense forest as the sun appeared behind the clouds as the rain stopped. It told the time as it's shift was about to end, soon leaving for the moon to take over. I walked slowly down a dirt path trying to find a place to sit or sleep so I wouldn't have to go back to my dreadful household. As I walked I stumbled upon a log that the sunlight lights up making the sun rays cast upon it's beauty. It was like something out of movie or book that just captured your attention. My eyes observed the beauty as my body took control of its self making me approach the log. My body plumped its self down as I ran my fingers through the moss that laid upon the log. I titled my head to the sky taking in the last lights of the sun, my heart racing as my passion for nature expanded more.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!?" Screamed a man emerging from the darkness of the forest startling me to tears.

"YOU KNOW! You can't just go and sit anywhere you please. God! People are so..." The tall man stopped yelling as his anger was put to a stop by my constant crying. Tears spilled down my face as I remember my mother and father yelling and hurting me. It was the reason I cry every time someone raised their voice at me. My sadness soon once again engulfed me, making me more depressed as the sun lowered and my heart hurt all over again.

"I-I'm so sorry, d-did I make you cry." The mans voice was now more gentle as he slowly stepped towards my shaking and crying self.

"I-It's f-fine." I muttered out, the air from my lungs being wept away like sand in the desert.

"It's not fine, I'm sorry.." He sighed and took a seat next to me making me feel a bit better as his presence made me feel...comfortable.

"I don't usually take my anger out on others but I always come here to think and it's such a beautiful and peaceful place." He eyes gleamed with love for this forest has he came here to admire it's beauty it gave.

"I'm sorry for taking your spot. I was just having another bad day so...I ended up here I guess..." The man smiles and puts his hand out to shake.

"I'm JJ."

"Vik."

"Well vik care to explain why your days are horrible?" JJ asks concerned laced his voice as he took my hand and gently rubbing circles on my palm to calm me. And so that's how my day went. I meant a man who changed how I viewed the world and the humans that lived along it. We spent all night talking about each other's problems and ending up having a bond that was in-replaceable. I meant the one who would make me feel special and worth to stay on this lovely planet we call home. He made me smile and laugh so hard I couldn't contain my self. That was 3 years ago.

4 days till our wedding~

That's my story thanks for listening, Vikram Barns♡