LANDON

FOUR

Landon

"Oh shît. Oh shît." I said while I shifted on my feet.

"Landon! Stop being a pussy and hold it! We've been here for two hours! Fûckin hold the damn gun!" Jaxon yelled in my face while pushing the gun into my chest.

"Jaxon! Let me remind you again-"

"I don't need to be fûckin reminded! You've fûckin said it every fûckin second! I don't give any shîts that you've never held a gun! Hold the damn gun!" He slammed the gun even harder against my chest and I made a 'whoosh' sound as my hands shot up to my chest.

"Hold. The. Gun." He then took a step back as letting go of the gun.

My hands held it against my chest as I stared down. I slowly pealed it away from my chest and held it in both hands. Just the feeling of a gun in my hands is traumatizing. Never in my own life did I think I'll be holding a gun and becoming a gangster.

"Now since you have the gun in hands, choose which hand you want to hold the gun. If you're right then choose right, if you're lefty choose your left. Go."

I blinked and then slowly moved the gun to right hand. My hand shook when I placed it in my right hand, and I had a loose grip around it.

"Okay, now look." I heard him shuffle around and that's when I looked up and I see him pulling out another gun from his waist band and holding it in his right, he points to a click and then says, "this is your safety. This is on," click. "This is off." Click. He then clicks it back on and then pulls out something from the gun. "This is your clip. Change it when your out of ammo, or check how many bullets you have. You should have twelve since it's just a hand gun." He then clicks the clip back in and then holds it when his finger barley touches the trigger.

"This is where you pull and then the bullet should come out. It's a one round click. So if you want to shoot more than one bullet, you have to pull the trigger as many times you want bullets to come out. So, show me the safety." He puts down his gun and holds it next to his side.

I then look back at my hand and then look on the top for it, it wasn't there so I looked at the sides. I finally found it and clicked it. "Off." I murmured and then clicked it again, "on."

"Okay, we got the safety down, now show me how you pull out the clip."

"Errr." I bit my lip and then looked at the handle but I don't remember how you pull out the clip.

"Look," I look up to him and then he shows me again.

My mouth was in a 'O' shape and then I looked back to my hands and then pulled out the clip. My breathing got caught in my throat when I saw the gold things that can take a life. I swallowed hard and then I quickly clicked the clip again.

"There. Now what." I said while I quickly looked away from the gun as my hands shook.

He raised and eyebrow and then gave a soft smirk, "let's shoot."

*****

"Fûck you. Fûck. Youuuuuuuuuu." I said as I shot every word. I shot at the dummies.

"Okay Landon." He chuckled, but I was full on shooting them. I unclipped my gun and then clipped in a new round and shot again.