I walk straight to my room without another word to my brother. I flopped on my bed and grabbed my phone out of my pocket and looked at my screen and sure enough, there were tons of missed call and text form Blake. I sigh and sit back up on the edge of the bed.
'Did I really just kiss Kuroo?! We're suppose to be just friends. Am I drunk? Is he drunk? How can I explain this to myself or anyone for that matter?' I rub my temples with my eyes close as the image of us kissing starts to come to mind. I open my eyes quickly and stand up.
"I need to take a shower. Maybe that will clear my mind." I say as I grab some pjs. I walk to the bathroom and start the shower. I take off my shirt and accidentally look into the mirror to see the body I so dearly despise.
I turn away before any thought could make it to my mind but it wasn't enough. Some of the thought dulled my mind once more as I slowly striped the rest of my clothes off.
'Look at it. It's hideous! How could anyone love you, epically Kuroo. He just using you like the next girl. I mean look at that stomach, It's not flat at all.' They flooded my mind as I walked into the shower crossing my arms over my chest and stomach in shame.
'You hate your self and........' The thoughts died down as the water hit my skin. I open my eyes as they started to get blur for the water that flowed down my face. I turned around and continued my showers.
~time skip~
I finished my shower and dried myself off. I put on my (f/c) pjs then brushed my (h/l) (h/c) into a loose bun (if you have short hair/pixie cut then you can just do whatever). I take a deep breath and let it out while closing my eyes.
'Today has be some hell of a day, hasn't it.' I think as I walk out of the bathroom and to my room. I pull the cover back when I hear my phone go off. I walk over to it and see it was a text for Sana (the manger from your job remember).
From: Sana
HEY there, remember your working tomorrow. Hope your up for it (winky face)
To: Sana
Yep i'm ready for work tomorrow. See you then!
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I turn off my phone and crawl into bed with a small smile on my face.
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Sorry for the short chapter. it's been a while and I didn't notice but we have 600 reads so, thank you for reading this story but I promised to publish one of my private story when I got to 500 and we passed it so I'll give you a few choices. Please comment which one you would you like to see but be weary these are kinda bad but I'll edit them before I publish them
Todorki shoto X reader
Ayato X reader X Touka (I know it's a weird Xreader but i'm kinda proud of it)
Levi's sister (maybe a X Eren)
Karma sister (also a maybe on a XAsano)
Mika X reader (may turn into a Mika X reader X Yuu)
Or a nanbaka story
All of these stories are in progress and I would have no set schedule for when I post chapters. I have other Ideas for stories but i haven't written them.

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Blade~{Kuroo x reader}
Fanfiction(l/n) (f/n) has been best friends with Kuroo Tetsurou since middle school, but what happens when she feels something else for him. but somethings snaps in her and all hell breaks loose. Warning: depression involved. Cutting, suicide thoughts and...