Blade~{Kuroo x reader}

7

 i woke up to find i was in Kuroo's arms. i was snuggled into his chest, with his arms wrapped around my waist. i felt warm and.......loved. i made my way out of his arms, without waking him up. i was going to make pancakes for all of us. i was in the middle of flipping a pancake, when i felt some arms wrap around my waist. i got wide eyed and started to blush.

"you cant just leave like that, you know." Kuroo said unwrapping his arms. he took the first plate of pancakes and went to go eat. i finished making pancakes so i went to go wake up Kenma. he look so peaceful, so it was just perfects to roll him off the couch. he grunted when he hit the ground. i started to laugh.

"why do you do this to us (f/n)" Kenma groaned, standing up. i was starting to clam down.

"pancakes are ready so this gave me the chance." you walked back to the kitchen to see Kuroo still eating.

~time skip~

they left the house around noon, so i just started to watch 'Baka and test' (if you haven't watch that anime, you should). the day was pretty uneventful. you also looked at your cuts a lot. every time you looked at them you felt more and more depressed. to the point that you felt your emotions come out of you and tell you things. 'your going to hurt everyone you know and love' 'the deeper the cut the better you will feel' 'you will never be pretty' 'you dont have skill nor smarts'

"just make this stop" i cry to my self. seeing the razor in my hand and the cuts on my arms. i didnt remember doing. i just stand there, letting the blood run down my arm. i let my voices get to me. im weak, worthless, lonely, anything i thinks, shoots me down. "what have i done, what am i doing" i drop to my knees and start to cry.

i stop crying and clean up my mess. i bandage my arms up. i do anything to distract myself from myself. weird, right. i have to hide from myself to not hurt myself. im another person now. not happy and preppy but shallow and hurt. you hated your new you.

my brother came home late at night. i told him i already ate but i didnt eat at all. i went to bed and just stared at the wall. no voices, no feelings, no... no nothing.