~(y/n) pov~
I woke up the next morning with my stomach hurting so much. It felt like acid was burning me, eating me from the inside out. I held my stomach and curled up in pain. I yelped a bit but not loudly. it really, really hurt. But i heard pitter-patter of feet on the ground coming to my room. Blake came into my room and came to my bedside. He shook me a bit and I felt my stomach acid move in its emptiness. I whimpered a little but it sounded more like a morning groan."Hey you need to eat something since you haven't eaten anything after the work-out" He tells me. He was still shaking me a bit.
"Ya, i'm up. I'll cook some eggs or something in a minute." I groan out and he stop shaking me. I didn't want to get out of bed but I did need to eat.
I grab my phone and check my social media. My picture with Lucy had got a lot of likes and a lot of views on my snapchat story. She looked so happy in the pictures which made me smile. But I came back to reality when my stomach growled in a painful way.
I finally get up and put on a Nekoma sweat shirt and some Adidas shorts.
(this what you were wearing)
I went to the kitchen and got out the ingredients to make eggs. Blake watch me make the eggs so I didnt burn the house/apartment. the eggs were actually good, not like the last time I tried to cook eggs.
While I was eating, my phone went off. It was a email from Kōhī Cafe. I was surprised that they got to me so quickly. I thought I would have been so bad that they would have wanted to even reply to my application.
Dear (y/n) (l/n),
We have received your application and would like for you to come to an interview in today at 4:30pm. We would like for you to come and confirm that you would be a good worker at our cafe.
Sincerely,
Sana Ootake
I was shock that they accepted me. but of course I was happy that I have a chance to get the job. I was in a rush because of the whole 'brother moving away' memo.
But I'm still depressed and I don't know what going to keep me stable. I just gets worse every time I'm alone. I hate everything about myself, my looks, my weight, my strength, my weaknesses. It been awhile since I cut last. The cuts are still there, they don't hurt but they just remind me of my sister.
After I finish eating, I go to my room and pick an outfit for the interview and then take a shower.
I put it on and go my makeup and put my hair into (hair style). It was only two in the afternoon so i went to go see what my brother was doing.
"Yo, what are you doing" I ask as I find my brother in his room.
"Hm, oh, Just learning the rest of my engli-woah, why are you dressed like that?" He turns to me.
"I have an interview today at four-thirty so I just got ready. Well would you mind asking me so questions so im ready?" I smile at him.
"Sure!"
He asking questions for a while as I answer them. I look at my phone and see that the time is four.
"Shit, I have to go!" I dash out of his room to get the car keys.
"HEY, WATCH THAT MOUTH OF YOURS" He yells at me as I rush around the room.
"Ya ya. I got to go, See ya and wish me luck!" I cheer.
I get in the car and drive off in the direction of the cafe. There wasn't much traffic so I got there quicker than usual. My music was quiet but still heard. I was getting nervous but just calmed myself down by breathing slowly.
I park my car when i see a familiar car but forgot who's it was. Anyway, I dust myself off and walk in. the bell chimes and i caught the attention of a few customers but I see one face that is all to familiar. It was..
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sorry this took so long to update and a cliffhanger. i know this was a horrible chapter but, you know, writer block.
but i'll have more time because of summer break. but thank you for more than 200 reads, i know it not a lot but it's still very exciting for me. will you please vote or comment on your favorite chapter so i know how to write my next chapter. :) thanks
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Fanfic(l/n) (f/n) has been best friends with Kuroo Tetsurou since middle school, but what happens when she feels something else for him. but somethings snaps in her and all hell breaks loose. Warning: depression involved. Cutting, suicide thoughts and...