Eat Your Food. // Adopted by 5SOS

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An: surprise bitches, im not dead. Anyway heres an update because I GOT 1.3K READS WTF IS THAT ABOUT

signing off, 10-9-17, 4:47am

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R U B Y

"Well, would you like to come in?"
7 words that made my heart jump into my throat. I wasn't sure why, but the idea of Luke inviting me into his room has a sort of feeling that made me nervous and I didn't know why. It's not like anything is going to happen, if you know what I mean. My thoughts rambled on and on about Luke and a relationship and what this all meant.

"Well..?" Luke spoke again, making me jump.
"Sure." I mumbled, and he let me into his room, closing the door behind him.

He sat on his bed, and I stood awkwardly in front of him. "So what's on your mind?" he said, patting the spot next to him as an indication that I should sit down on the bed with him. I finally sat down and let out a sigh, "So much has happened and I haven't even been here that long. I don't know what to do, Luke. It's all so overwhelming."

He put his arm around me, "I know the guys can be a lot to handle, but if you're really worried, just talk to them about it. I'm sure they wouldn't mind." I looked up at Luke and he gave a small smile.
"Calum is the one I'm really worried about honestly. I'm not completely sure who he was with downstairs but she didn't look very nice, if you get what I mean. They both reeked of alcohol and I'm just sort of worried. I know he's an adult and can make his own decisions but I just want him to be safe, you know? I haven't been here that long but you all mean a whole lot to me already and I just want the best for all of you. And in my opinion Cal going out and getting drunk and meeting all sorts of sluts isn't the best, besides, you would think he could have a little more respect for me since I just came into this house. It's all just- I don't know, Luke."

Luke looked at me with his gorgeous blue eyes. There was a sort of lust in them I couldn't explain. He began to lean in and then shook his head slightly, "Ruby, I get it. But I promise this will all be ok." He smiled and then patted my back, "You should go get some sleep. Goodnight kiddo." I smiled, sliding off the bed and making my way to the door, "Goodnight, Luke." I shut the door behind me and made my way down the hall to my room.

I entered and shut my door quietly, I have to get rid of this food.
I made my way to the attached bathroom that I didn't know I had until a few hours ago. I looked at my tan face in the mirror. I hated my freckles. I hated how big my boobs were. I hated how big my thighs were. I hated everything about myself.
I kneeled next to the toilet and began to gag myself when I heard someone come through the door.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?!"