Dark Storms

Chapter Eight

I woke up from my sleep sweating and nauseous. It was still dark out and it seemed like everyone was still asleep. I felt pains in my head and i knew i was going to throw up.

I ran to the bathroom door which was closed and fidgeted with the handle, but it was locked. "Please i need to get in here," i whispered.

"Go away."

"Trevor? Trevor open the goddamn door before i break it." I heard him unlock the door and twist the handle. He slowly opened the door but i couldn't wait. I pushed the door into him, ran to the toilet, and threw up.

"Ow." He rubbed his head which had just smashed into the wall behind the door. Once he realized what was going on he closed the door quickly but quietly so he wouldn't wake the others up and sat on the counter with his head leaned back against the mirror.

When i finished my first round of vomit i walked over to the sink and wet a washcloth to clean off my mouth. Trevor still sat there saying nothing, then blurted out "She went back to the asshole. Your turn." I gave him a sad face, that bitch i knew it.

"Honestly i don't know what the fuck just happened..i think i'm sick. How do you know she went back to him?"

"We went out, had a pretty nice time i guess. I thought i was getting lucky when she brought me back to her apartment, but when we walked in the dude was there. Classic, right?" He laughed and paused for a second, then looked at me. "You know being pregnant makes you nauseous. Do you think maybe-"

"It's not possible."

"I mean even if you haven't..with Kellin..if there was someone before him.."

"I uh. I'm still. I mean i haven't-"

"You're still a virgin? I'm surprised." i punched his shoulder, hard.

"Shut up."

"Is that why you and Kel haven't," he winked at me, "sealed the deal."

I raced back to the toilet for round two.

"HAHAHA i won't tell kellin that i said that and i definitely wont tell him thats how you reacted!" he kept laughing while he hopped off the counter and pulled my hair back as i puked my guts out.

Even after what seemed like forever, i hadn't stopped puking. Trevor grew serious like he was worried but he looked overly tired. He sat down behind be still holding my hair with one hand and rubbing my upper back with the other. i dry heaved for a couple minutes before he told me to just try to relax. The wet washcloth had been on the back of my neck, the attempt to cool me off, but i grabbed it to wipe my mouth again.

"I feel bad because if you puke, i'm not gonna be there to hold your hair. i don't get how this doesn't phase you. i hate being around sick people."

"I think i learned to get used to it when you and i got drunk for the first time freshman year and i was the only one who could keep their liquor down. in fact, this is a pretty crazy deja vu. im sure the only part you remember is the crazy hangover you had the next day, but man you were puking like a bitch the night before too." I laughed a little until it hurt too much, i was far too sore to even breathe.

"You should try to get more rest but drink a glass of water first. It's gonna suck tomorrow if you still feel like this. I can grab you some tylenol but i'm not a doctor."

"Thanks for taking care of me. This would've been hell alone."

"I still have work to do, but i'll get even, i swear. Once you come back from tour. Oh tour.. You're going to love it. Kellin's going to want to show you off to everyone. The only problems you'll have are all the little 12 year olds trying to steal your man." I didn't want him to change the subject quite yet.

"Trev, how much did you like Mandy?" he has this thing in his eyes. I could tell something was wrong, he wasn't his usual self. and i knew how excited he was to go on that date, he spent hours getting ready.

"I mean i guess i can't really say anything, i didn't know her that well. I mean i did know her well. We got to know each other pretty well. But i didn't know her long. Just a couple of days. She told me everything about her. I know the guys name was Todd."

"You're rambling on about her."

"I liked her." I frowned at him.

"You deserve better, you know."

"Maybe. It doesn't matter. Shit happens. I'm going to try to get some sleep, if you need me come wake me back up." He walked back to his room and i just sat there. Trevor was different now then he was in high school. He seemed..sad. He was happy sometimes, but it seemed like he brought sadness with every emotion that he had.

I decided to just drink water from the sink and i walked back to the couch. Kellin looked so peaceful in his sleep..i crawled back into the indent i had left before. He made a cute little groan and pulled me back against him, his breath sneaking onto the back of my neck. His lips pressed against the skin right behind my ear, sending shivers down my spine.

It was about eight in the morning when i woke up again. Kellin and Justin were still sleeping so i figured id go see if Trevor was up to talk. Today i would be leaving him behind so i wanted to spend as much time with him as possible. I lightly knocked on his door and walked in. He was laying there facing away from me so i whispered, "Trevor are you up?" Cheeky bastard i'm getting him up whether he likes it or not.

I jumped on him and turned him so he was laying on his back. "Wake up! i want to-" he was already awake. Were those..tears? "Trev-"

"Goodmorning," his voice cracked.

"Trevor," i moved to sitting next to him and pulled him onto me. He laid his head on my chest, his arms wrapped around me holding me tight. I rubbed his back and smoothed his hair while he cried. I didn't understand why he was so upset, did he really like Mandy that much?

"I'm going to be okay i know that. I just never really connect with people. I think i just accidentally repel everyone around me."

"Well i'm still here aren't I? People will come and go in your life, but the people that matter will always be a part of it. Just give it time."

He nodded then wiped his eyes and got up to go get dressed. i laid there for a while before i got up to leave his room.

"I'm going to run to go get some coffee. I swear i'll be back in time to say goodbye." Yeah that's cool, just leave me here while everyone else is still asleep.

"Alright, grab me a cappuccino?"

"Sure. See yah," he left me standing in the hallway. I leaned my head against the wall. I've never seen him so down..how am i supposed to leave him for over a month when he needs me most? I heard footsteps coming my way.

"Goodmorning sunshine, you ready?"

~ AUTHORS NOTE ~

uhh hi this is my first authors note cx thanks for taking time out of your day to read this, it really keeps me motivated to keep writing! difficult decision times now, will she go on tour with Kellin or will she stay back with Trevor? Either this next update or the update after is going to get longer which means it might start taking more time but i promise it'll be worth the wait! Until next time♡