Dark Storms

Chapter Twenty One

KELLINS POV

Cool, Trevor's staying. I thought they were just going to talk it out and have closure and apparently she talked him into staying.

I don't like any of this. I always feel uncomfortable. I can't tell if i'm feeling this way because i'm worried about Trev and Mac, or if i'm disgusted with myself for cheating.

It's always on my mind no matter how hard i try. I even try to do extra things for Macayla to make up for it, but in reality i never stop thinking about Katelynn. I had deleted all of our messages and phone calls and pictures, but everytime i look at her name in my contacts, my heart breaks.

Her tanned cheeks and long beautiful hair, her big brown eyes and long legs. The way she said my name, and loved my favorite band, Copeland. Everything about her had been perfect.

And now i find myself trying to make myself happy with Macayla, and it's not that i'm not happy with her, she's just not Katelynn.

It was getting really late and everyone else was asleep. Macayla was snuggled up against my chest, but i was going to explode if i couldn't hear Katelynn's voice. I quietly got out of the bunk. Macayla slightly woke up but then fell back asleep.

I went to the bathroom and closed the door to ring up Katelynn.

"Kellin? Is something wrong?"

"Yes."

"What is it?"

"Hold on give me a second to come up with something.." she laughed and i smiled. That gorgeous laugh.

"Isn't it kind of late?"

"I couldn't fall asleep. I can't stop thinking about you..look. I've got a stop in New York City in a couple of days. Will i get to see you?"

"Of course. But for now, i need some sleep. I have work tomorrow. Goodnight Kel."

"Goodnight my golden goddess."

I opened the door smiling stupidly when I ran into something and looked up. Justin was staring at me with confusion.

JUSTINS POV

"Uh hey." He said in a shaky voice. What had i just overheard? I just stared at him. "I just am going to-" he started trying to walk away but i grabbed his arm and pulled him back into the bathroom. I stepped in myself and closed the door.

"What the hell is your problem? Who is she?"

"Justin calm down, keep your voice down-"

"I can't do this. I think i'm going to be sick."

"Stop that. You're fine. Everything's fine."

"Everything is not fine. I want to know who she is. How did you meet her?"

"Her names Katelynn okay. We met back in New York and hung out for the week but it's fine."

"Stop saying that Kellin! It's not fine! I happen to love having Macayla around and she deserves someone who doesn't cheat on her!"

"Justin, it was in the past okay. Mac and I, we were barely together."

"Then why are you talking to her now, Kel?" I got him there. He didn't have anything to say back to me so i started to walk out when he grabbed my arm.

"Don't say anything, please. I'll fix this." I looked into his eyes like i didn't know who he was anymore.

"You better." I pulled my arm out of his grasp and went back to my bunk. Poor Macayla..i don't know what to do. Kellin's my bestfriend, but Macayla's my bestfriend too. I don't ever want to see her hurt. Why can't Kellin just be happy he has Mac?