Regret

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Kyle was asleep next to me after we had sex. It was how it was when we were together previously, rough but meaningful. I've gotten numerous texts and calls from Valerie, Sebastian, etc., and even Carlos. I grabbed my phone from the dresser and slipped my lingerie back on then went to the dresser to pull out one of Kyle's shirts. I went to check up on TJ and he was as usual asleep. I grazed over my son's thick, curly, growing hair and kissed his cheek. I went downstairs and sat on the couch to watch TV; it was around 10 PM and I was wide awake. I changed to VH1 and just so happened to see them talking about Sebastian.

"Is his music career over for the young YouTube star? We haven't really heard any latest song number on his channel and nothing has been uploading to ITunes. But we do have some recent pictures at a court room?" the young mixed woman said. The screen changed to photos of me crying by Kyle's side and of Sebastian on his phone crying outside. It brought me to tears and went to a video of him answering questions to paparazzi.

"Is that your wife sir with that man?" a reporter said.

"Skip this question-" he said getting more questions from the reporters.

"Is that your biological son-"

"I'd prefer not to tal-"

"Are you guys even together-"

"Can I fucking finis-"

"Was this your high school sweetheart from years ago?"

The video went off and the woman came back on screen. "Wow, we have a bunch of tweets going on. 'I don't recall seeing them out while she was pregnant but that man she was with is suspicious af' tweeted urathottie911. Wow, we haven't had many tweets on the young star since the court room incident today; we'll be back with more info ya'll."

"Baby why are you watching this?" I jumped at Kyle's voice out of no where.

"Because its about me." I answered. He yawned and sat by me on the couch. One piece of my mind feels like he's changed but the other thinks he just wants me back because Sebastian was having fame and controversy when we first got together.

"I don't even want to see this guy, he did a disgusting action-"

"Did you know about the video?" I asked. He was quiet for a second before responding by putting his hand on my thigh.

"Look, I only saw it before I brought you to court and my sister who conveniently was his assistant told me he wanted her because you didn't give him what he wanted." he said. I couldn't tell if he was lying or not because it somewhat made sense. We didn't, no, couldn't have sex that day because I needed to take care of my son's needs before his.

"I don't know the complete truth unless we all sit down and talk about it. No media around, just us four. Me, you, Bash, and your sister." I said. He nodded and rested his head on my shoulder while closing his eyes before I thought..

"Did you put on a condom?"

His eyes opened and he groaned.

"No, once I stepped in the room we were already against the wall." he smirked. "So, what if I didn't it doesn't matter because we're together again and can complete our future together."

"I told you we're not together just because we're not legally divorced."

"Then what were we doing earlier? Fucking?"

Before I could answer, the doorbell rang and both of our heads shot in the door's direction wondering who would be over so late. He got up and I kept view on the door as he opened it and a woman stood in front. He looked back at me and pushed himself out the door; hell no he didn't hide another female from me. I got up and went up to the cracked door to listen.

"Jane why are you here?!" he said.

"Who is that woman in there?"

"None of your concern-"

"It is when you're fucking me at the same time. If your screwing Penelope too-"

"Shut the fuck up she can probably here you."

No shit.

"Now why are you here?"

"Because I'm pregnant Kyle!" the woman Jane replied. I heard him silent for a minute and opened the door where they both turned to.

"Who the hell are you?"

"I can ask you the same question bitch." she said back. I was about to pounce before Kyle blocked my way to her face.

"Look, she's just my assistant baby-"

"You weren't saying that the first time we fucked in your bed." she said.

"You just have sex with me in the same bed you had sex with this infested wide-walled skank?!" I yelled. He put his hand over his eyes and looked at me.

"Get the fuck away from me and don't speak to me unless it is abut work. That baby probably isn't mine and if it is, get rid of it because I don't want it." he said pushing us in the house and slamming the door. He went in the kitchen and grabbed a beer from the fridge and was going to drink it before he threw it in the sink. He huddled over it and held his hand down.

"So is she the only one you were fucking around with?" I asked waiting for his reply.

"Naya it ain't e-"

"ANSWER MY FUCKING QUESTION KYLE!" I yelling.

"No-"

"What was that?"

"No. It was three bitches and it meant nothing-"

"You could've gave me a STD with your dumb uncareful ass!"

"Watch who you're talking to Naya, you need to be in your place as a woman."

"I'm my own person and can say whatever in the hell I want to."

I grabbed my cell phone from the couch and walked upstairs while he stayed down. I called for a cab and found a pair of jeans and socks and grabbed TJ with his bag. After 10 minutes, I saw the light from the car through the upstairs window and walked down the stairs with my son. I didn't see Kyle so I left out the house and told the driver to take me to a hotel nearby.

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Sebastian POV:

I don't cry, that's just not the man I am. Men don't cry, we're not supposed to.

I sat on my couch with a bottle of Red Berry Ciroc on the mini table in front of me. I had a puddle of tears on the floor beneath me because I, yes me, was crying. I just can't believe the shit day I'm having. I don't remember any of the video at all. I fired Gianna and the media has been blowing my ass up. It was around 1 AM and I continuously scrolled through Twitter at the DM's and popular hashtags.

Hii ! I am a huge fan of your YouTube and think you're really hot ;P But yah what happened?- LadyMartinez90210

A chick messaged me. I just read and deleted it along with 10 others from strangers. I drank from my shot glass again taking in the sweet and flowing taste of the vodka. I got a text from David,

Heard Naya went home with Kyle, you still in Oklahoma?-David

I'm back in California, no point in staying there anymore. Thanks for everything man. -Sebastian 

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