Him & Her [Interracial(B. 2/2)]

I Promise

Short Chapter*

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"No." I said calmly.

"Well whoopie fucking-doo, you could be knocked up by him!" Sebastian yelled shaking his head.

"I highly doubt that, I've been on the pill for over three months Bash."

"And what makes you think that'll work?"

"Because half the time, it fucking does." I said opening the water bottle and taking a gulp of it. He just stopped talking to me and I started to eat the sandwich since I was starving. I looked back at TJ who waved at me; he's starting to show more of his personality day by day, I can't believe he'll be one in the next month or so. His birthday is on September 9, today's date is July 27. I heard ignored his babbling of random words until I heard 'mama'.

I turned to Bash who slowly looked at me with an attitude. I then looked back at Terrence and he looked at me with a warming smile.

"What was that baby?" I said pulling my phone out and putting it on record quickly.

"Ma." he continuously said over and over. I recorded him saying it for 2 minutes straight, then directed the camera to myself and a Bash who was still angry. I wasn't suprised though. Terrence closed his mouth shortly after and I started fanning my eyes so I wouldn't have to rub this mascara on my lashes.

"What's wrong?" Sebastian somehow considerably asked as we got on the highway towards 'our' home.

"Did you not hear what he just said?" I asked fanning them a little slower an dlooking in the visor mirror.

"He said mama."

I closed it and looked over at Sebastian who wasn't amazed at all. "Are you not amused?"

"No, I've heard him talk before."

"And when was that?"

"I can't remember but he said 'dada'." he said.

"It couldn't have been that long ago, he's still an infant." I said looking at him kick up and down, causing me to stop his feet. He hasn't been in my life that long, but I can tell that he will be a handful in the future. Sebastian just nodded his head and we got home around 20 minutes later; he grabbed my stuff without even a word as I got TJ out the car. Once we got in, I felt relaxed; I can be in one piece with the man I adore, who has a slight attitude problem. He set my stuff in 'our' room and came back down to sit on the couch. I as well unbuckled Terrence out his infant carseat and took him to his room for him to lie down before I feed him later. I came back to Sebastian watching a game on TV and sat down underneath him, my head on his lap and my body on the rest of the couch.

"Why are we argueing so much?" I said tracing his knee with my pointer finger.

"Because we waisted time going to Oklahoma, when we both knew that it would solve nothing going." he quietly responded. I hate to admit that it's true. I had no point in going back there if all I was going to do was fuck my soon-to-be ex and fly back. I'm smarter than that but the entire trip there was stupid.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you too. I'm sorry I've been acticng like an ass. I should've been the man I am and brought your ass with me before all that happened." he said.

"I forgive you, I'm sorry too for not being loyal to you. I just want to make up and continue this relationship with you."

"Does that mean what I think it means?" he said looking at me with so much hope.

"No Bash, we're not having sex tonight. Can't I give it a break? I mean, I just came from Oklahoma. I'm tired as hell and just want to go to bed with you." I said sitting up and stretching my arms and back.

"Suit yourself. At least let me make you feel relaxed. Go upstairs then and freshen up, get in bed so we can 'lay' together." he said quoting the word 'lay'. I went upstairs, not trying to listen to him, and tied my hair up and put on my shower cap to take a shower. I got in after setting my pajamas and underwear out and let the heat rake over my skin. I was thinking of multiple artists and songs in my head and started to hum Loyal by Chris Brown, thinking of myself.

"-Can't do nothing for you. Ohh, these hoes ain't loyal. These hoes ain't loyal." I sang lightly washing myself. I got out 10 minutes later and made sure to moisturize my skin all over and brush my teeth before getting in bed and laying on my back.

Bash came in and slid under the covers. He moved minimumly until I felt his fingers on the band of my boy shorts, trying to pull them down.

"No, no, no. We are not doing this tonight." I said pulling his head up from under the covers.

"Why? You never complain any other time."

"This time is different. I don't want head in a comfortable bed, it could all be so simple, if you listened to me." I said mentally laughing at what I said; it was a line from Drake's song The Language. Most guys don't beg to give a woman head, they always want it back in return and I am too tired to do anything. I felt his lips on my stomach leaving kisses and making my stomach tingle on the inside.

"Bash, no." I said overcoming my arousal and moving his lips. "Why do you want me so bad?"

"Because I'm afraid that you'll leave me again if I don't show you how much I love you now." he said laying on his side of the bed. I put my head back and closed my eyes for a moment. The thing about Sebastian is that he cares for others more than himself. I realized that once we were dating in highschool; he went to Washington to benefit himself for the first time. It's like he's afraid of making himself happy.

"Hey, look at me," I started by holding his head up to look at me. "-I won't leave you, I promise. I love you so much more than you imagine and I've been acting so damn stupid. You deserve so much better but you stuck with me through it all. I just want us to be happy and stop with all this chaos."

"What are we gonna do, I want to marry you eventually but you still have to divorce K-"

"We don't have to get married to tell people we love eachother Sebastian." I said pulling the comforter up and tucking myself in it. He didn't respond so I turned off the lamp next to me and fell asleep.

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