One Sided Love ( Taehyung/V X Reader )

Chapter eight: Past

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It's been a week since I've been avoiding Taehyung. HyeRin and Jimin became really close, and Jimin asked her out to the school dance.

The gifts had been the same. Food with notes. He doesn't know that I know. That I know he's the one giving me gifts.

He's been writing compliments and really nice things.

Last week he wrote:

You look really beat.
Did you stay up late at night just to study for the incoming exam?
If you did please don't do this to yourself.
You need all the rest you can get.
Also remember to eat healthy.
I know I've been giving you junk food but please be healthy.
I don't want you to get sick.
-V

I smiled. He's really sweet. He's kind. He's caring. He's just everything.

But no. I shouldn't fall in love. I don't want him to get hurt.

Not like him...

Flashback to 4 years ago

"Hey!" He said. "Oh hey!" I said. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly.

We were young. Way to young.

Our parents were okay with it. They were really good friends to.

We'd hang out at the park a lot. It was a really fun place of course.

We'd play. We'd talk. And when the day came to an end we went back home.

Today was the same. Although something unexpected happened.

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"Hey! Stop running!" He shouted. I just laughed it off and ran across the street. I heard a car beep their horn. I stopped and turned around.

My eyes went wide. My heart stopped. Tears fell from my face to the ground. Everything just seemed to stopped right at the moment. He didn't notice it though.

I shouted his name. Tried to warn him.

CRASH
There he was. Lying on the floor, looking dead. I ran to him and cried. I hugged him tightly, pleading him to come back.

I heard sirens. Good. Someone called the ambulance.

How long have I been here. Having him in my arms crying loudly, pleading him to open his eyes.

They took him away and I ran back home to tell my parents, and his too.

They looked shocked at my news and ran out the doors. Me and my parents stayed home.

And I cried the whole day.

The best day... there was news... news I wish wasn't said.

"He's dead" his mother said. "And it's all your fault! If he wasn't with you this wouldn't have happened!" She shouted.

I cried. Again.

Her husband took her away and he apologized. They held a funeral, which I wasn't invited to.

They moved away and I've never seen them again.

I've never seen him again.

Luckily I had Jiyeon and HyeRin. They helped me get over my sadness. They made me forget him.

It was all my fault. I don't want to hurt anyone again. Never again.

End of flash back

"I will not hurt Taehyung" I said. I was Jiyeon and HyeRin. "I won't let the thing that happened to him happen to Taehyung." I said. I felt the tears form in the back of my eyes but held it there not wanting them to fall.

They hugged me tightly and I gave in. I cried in their embrace.

It felt good to cry after these four years.
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A/n

Sorry I'm really depressing...