Fire and Ice

Addictions

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Kemo POV

I slammed the guy against the alley wall with a great amount of strength. "Where is she?!" I yell at him as I squeeze the life out of him. He simply just shakes his head and claws at my unmoving hand. I throw him to the ground and send a good kick to his gut before stalking off.

I just want her back.

I use to think that people were so dumb for getting involved with other people and love them and blah blah blah. But that was before I met Sophia's mom. She had fell in love with a human man and that is what changed my mind. I am not in love, but I feel like a lost puppy without Sophia. When she left I soon realized a life without her is no life at all.

Sophia left me about a month to go she later I discovered that she left to save my life. It's ironic really. I'm her guardian angel and I'm supposed to save her life, but in the end she saved my life.

I just want her back, I hope she misses me. I can't feel what she feels anymore. Sometimes I get a faint scent of her and it drives me mad. Absolutely mad. She was my drug and I was highly addicted. I'm not ready to break my addiction.

I've been told that it is not healthy for me to just keep thinking about her, but I can't help it. The withdraw is to much, but they don't make them like her anymore.

I found the ashes of her wings in the training room and it nearly killed me. She's gone bad, she's a Fallen now because of me. If I just stayed that night with her, held her in my arms and told her how perfect she is, but I had to go. I should have stayed.

I wish she would have just stayed and let me go. God may have sent me back down to fulfill my duties once again, but he may not have. I can't do anything about her relieving me from being her guardian angel. She doesn't want me so I can't do anything about it. I'm sure she was forced because she wouldn't have known how to do those things. The cutting of the hand and the portal opening up. Those are all things that the highly trained know, such as myself. But, Sophia? She was knew. Only a couple of months old. She's a baby in the angel world.

I would do anything to get get her back, but currently I don't know what to do. I can't go on Fallen territory and I can't contact her. Of course we could declare war, but we are far from ready. Even if I could sneak into one of the Fallen's acres; I wouldn't know which one to go to.

It's hard, sometimes the wind will blow and I'll catch a faint scent of her. Then I follow the scent to see that she is not there or I am nowhere near the Fallen territory.

I'm not the only one who is a wreck, fun loving-food addicted-happiest angel there is-Kayden is barely living. He won't do much other than think up of how to get Sophia back. He loves his best friend. They are close and I don't blame him for going halfway mad.

I haven't seen Kayden eat in three weeks, he looks the same since we are all super healthy looking, but that doesn't mean on the inside he is suffering.

Theo, the one who is always trying to take Sophia away from me, is not doing much better. Theo frequently goes out and looks for her. He is an undercover so he has abilities to go on the Fallen's territory and look like them, but he hasn't found her yet.

The three girls are very sad too. They aren't their normal. They don't prance around and stare at the guys when they take of their shirts. They just sit there together and talk quietly without the usual smile on their faces.

Even Sage looks a little upset. Not as upset as the others, but she doesn't looks as happy as one would expect since she hates Sophia. She often spends much time with Theo.

Tobias, oh, he is not himself. He doesn't talk to anyone, he doesn't look in there direction, not anything of that sort. He keeps Leo with him at all times and usually likes to he by himself. Tobias and Sophia were closer than I expected. When I saw Leo's collar and some of the pictures decorated in Tobias's room I came to realize that they were close. Tobias has a lot of pictures on his wall and at least three of them were him and Sophia smiling with Leo, but the third one it was just the two of them with arms around each others shoulders making goofy faces at the camera.

Amos, I never really did like him, I always thought he was a player, but he is good friends with Sophia. They've been friends since Amos moved into Boston. Amos has been quiet to, but when he gets mad it's worse tenfold. A week ago something was out of place and he couldn't find it, he exploded. He yelled at everyone and attacked me saying that it was my fault that Sophia is gone.

I believed him too. Even know he apologized and said that he didn't mean it, I felt the truth that laced him voice when he screamed at me and hit me. I let him too. I was so dazed in the fact that he was right. If I stayed, she would still be here. She would be in my arms. I would kiss her. Hug her. Keep her to myself even know she would complain that I'm to needy, but loved the attention anyway.

It's my fault that Sophia is gone so it's my job to get her back.

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