It's been 3 days dan. You haven't woken up from your coma. It's my fault. You shouldn't have saved me. They said if you don't show a sign of waking in 3 weeks/21 days they'll pull the plug. Im scared dan. I haven't eaten, slept of moved from the seat next to your bed. I'm sat in one of your jumpers that was in the car. It's my favourite. It's the pastel pink one with the draw strings.
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My hand hasn't left yours and the other is hidden deep in sweater paws. My tears haven't stopped falling for a second.
20 Days Please babe.
21 Days Still no signs.
20 Days I haven't let go of your hand.
19 Days The colour is still gone from your face.
18 Days Today they found self harm scars on your arms, thighs, stomach and ankles. Why didn't you tell me?
17 Days You're face is so thin.
16 Days The colour of your eyes is darker.
15 Days Your hand is colder.
14 Days They made me let go of your hand and go eat. I collapsed on the way there and was taken to another room to have food tuned into be from malnutrition and no sleep. I'm sorry.
13 Days You still haven't shown signs... I'm scared.
12 Days You're scars are more visable now your skin in pale.
11 Days The college kids who did this to you are in jail.
10 Days Chris, Pj, Zoe, Alfie, Joe, Joey, Daniel, Louise, Cat and your mum, Dad and Adrien all visited throughout this time.
9 Days Your paler than me... it's weird.
8 Days Please wake up.
7 Days I can't live with out you...
6 Days They are talking about pulling the plug...
5 Days I won't let them.
4 Days PLEASE DAN
3 Days I hate that I'm so useless, I can only hold your hand and watch your chest move with your breathing.
2 Days Please babe... I keep thinking I see your hand move but I must be imagining it.
1 Day I won't let them take you...
1 hour... The doctor came in ready to pull the plug and I remembered something. I read that doing something someone in a coma would recognise might help them wake. I stood up and pressed my lips in dans. They were cold and it was weird for them not to kiss back. I pulled away and looked at him and nothing happened. "I failed... dan I'm sooooo sorry. I love you. I can't believe I'm such a bad boyfriend. I can't live without you." I sat against his bed and faced away from dans body. "JUST LET ME DIE!" I cried and wept until I felt a hand on my shoulder. I wish it was dan. "Phil..." "DAN"
