Connor was coming today and I was still in bed already missing the warmth on phil next to me but he had to go and tidy the house and get some food.
To say I was jealous of Connor is an understatement. I love phil so much and if he left me i wouldn't know what to do with myself. He saved me and I love him. But Connor is better than me in every way. He is smarter, thinner, handsomer.
I hear a knock on the door.
Phil? PHIL?
I walk over to the door and open it for Connor.
Oh it's... you. Where's phil?
He is at the shop.
Good...
he grabs my shoulders and shoved me into my room and shuts the door.
What are you doing?
He stays silent and pushes me on the bed.
Get the fuck off me.
He grabs some duck tape from behind him and taped my hands to my headboard. Then he taped my mouth shut and sat on my pelvis.
I start screaming for help as he pulled my trousers down, but it came out muffled from the tape. Connor slaps me and pulls my shirt up to my hard past my head so I am bare except my underwear.
He starts to grind on me and I whimper in discomfort. Tears rolling off my chin. I don't want this. He pulls all his clothes off and starts pulling off my underwear. He then gets a pen knife and scratches my skin blood pouring out. He placed it under my collar bone and cuts a word into my skin.
Fag
I faint from blood loss and he straddles me but I know what happened next...
When I wake up I'm untied and covered in a blanket completely naked but with blood cleaned up and my collar bone aches. I stand up and wobble as I get clothes on. I go to open my door and it's locked. I hear phil and Connor in the lounge.
"-can't believe he'd do such a thing. I thought dan was nice."
"Me too phil I couldn't believe it at first when he attacked me but I knew I'd have you."
I sank Down the door and pulled my knees to my chest putting my head between them. I cant believe Connor is lying to my best friend about me and I can't even stop him as I'm locked in my room. Tears roll down my face and my body is shaking. My breathing quickened. My body sweats. My hands are trembling. My arms are itching. My vision blurring. Fuck. I'm having a panic attack. I know phil won't answer my calls at this point so I shakily grab my phone and call Adrian crying.
"Hey dan!"
"Adrian. Help."
"Wait wait wait calm down are you having a panic attack."
"Y-eah"
My heart starts to feel like it's on fire and I put my hand it my mouth and bite so my scream is quieter.
"Where's phil?"
"Lounge. Connor. Hate me. Lied."
"Oh fuck ok... errrm. Where are your meds?"
"K-k-Kitchen. Locked in room."
I let out another shriek and I continue crying. My wound still open and pouring out blood. I begin to feel faint.
"Adrian"
"Yeah"
"Call phil. Hurry"
"Ok stay safe."
He hangs up and I throw my phone on my bed rocking back and forth crying, shaking, bleeding, pulling at my hair, sobbing.
I hear phils phone go off.
"Oh it's Adrian?"
"DONT PICK UP!"
"Why not?"
"He... he..."
Nothing.
"Hello Adrian. Omg! No. Connor said dan locked it after attacking him. No. Oh god ok. Bye!"
I hear footsteps run to the kitchen and then to my door.
Phils POV.
I can hear dan sobbing and screaming through his door. I guess he was scared to be loud but now I know he can let me hear him.
"DAN?"
I hear a quiet,"help".
I try and open the door. It's locked.
"Connor where is the key?"
"Now why would i tell you?"
"Please Connor. This could hurt him, maybe even kill him."
"I want something."
"WHAT?"
"You. You promise to come to my hotel room tomorrow night and do what I want then I will give the key."
I think about my options.
"Fine but let me help him"
"N-no ph-phil."
"DEAL!"
He hands me the key and I unlock and shove open the door to see dan rocking back and forth crying, shaking, bleeding, pulling at his hair, sobbing.
"Hey hey dan look at me."
I forget about the blood for now and pull him into my lap and sooth him.
"H-help. It-t hurts-s."
I pull out his meds and put one in his mouth before letting him rest on his bed.
Part 2 coming soon.
