Dan and phil had just recently broken up. Phil had yet to no idea why but dan... he had a secret that he should have told someone but he didn't and know he and phil had to pay. Dans previous relationship. Too describe it it was the opposite of his and phils. It was abusive and hurt. He wouldn't tell anyone as he was too scared from the fact it happened. ~Flashback~ Dan stepped back against a building shying from his boyfriend who brandished a smashed bottle. His words were slurred but audible. Coommmmmme heerreeeee sllllllllut. N-no S-sam. He was pushed by sam into an alleyway bear by and held against the wall by his throat. He felt the pain of it all first. Then the sound echoed through his ears. His eyes stung and he legs gave way. He would have hit the floor but sams hand left the unconscious boy suffocating. When dan awoke pain erupted from all over his chest and his thighs and his... nether regions. He knew what had happened in that small alley to his unconscious form as it hadn't been the first time. He had been unconscious, cut and raped by sam 3 times now. But he couldn't leave sam as he threatened to kill dans little brother Adrian.
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((((WHAT A STUNNER! <3)))) He limped to a public loo and looked in the mirror at himself. The loo was empty so no one bothered him as he just let loose. Tears ran down his face. Sam had written fag on his stomach with a pen knife and it was bleeding... ALOT. He also had cuts all over his stomach, back and arms and bruises not to mention that each one was bleeding. Soon he started feeling dizzy and seeing stars from all the blood loss and just as a back haired man about the same age as dan walked in dan collapsed on blood loss. That's how dan and phil met... but he never told phil who it was. Phil had never quite pushed the question either. The only thing phil knew was that dan had social anxiety. This would cause him to have either random attacks or attacks when in a bad situation.
Dan and phil had broken up and phil had no idea why. Dan knew. It was his secret. It hurt. Especially when he was texted by sam saying he wants dan back. That's why he dumped phil. So he wouldn't get mixed up or hurt in this.
2 months later Dan and phil were invited to a party and decided to go. Well by decided I mean they were awkwardly friends and dan was to socially anxious to tell phil no so decided to go but just as they were walking down the empty streets towards the party they walked passed the alley where it all happened the last time and dans breathing quickened. Phil had no idea as he was talking with pj. They disappeared into the party on the next street while dan was sat on the pavement by the alley as his heart pounded. It felt like he missed a step on the stairs. He chest tightened and he was suffocating. He knew this was his worst attack so far. He couldn't breathe. He couldn't see. He had tears streaming down his face. His chest was in pain. No one knew. He didn't have much time. He grabbed his phone and went shaking just about managed to get into the app S.A.B. (this is a made up app called Sab or Social Anxiety Buzzer. You press it and it will make a specific contact you pick outs phone buzz. Dan and phil had recently broken up so he forgot to change the contact) He didn't care how embarrassed he'd be after buzzing phil... he still couldn't breathe and was in so much pain.
Phils POV I was walking around the party looking for dan. I know I shouldn't but I still love him. I don't know why we broke up. Suddenly a way to familiar buzz vibrates my phone and I grab it out my pocket. I go onto S.A.B and go onto the location tracker and run out the party. Just as I run out the door pj grabs my arm. Phil where are you going? We just arrived? It's dan... I showed him the screen and he said Ok run I'll be about 2 mins behind you.
Pj ran upstairs in his house through his party and grabbed dans spare medication as phil ran down the street. He turned into the street dan was in and saw his crying, shaking frame. He ran over and grabbed dan and sat in front of him. Hey hey hey dan look at me... He looked in my eyes and I saw that he was clearly in pain and couldn't breathe. Pj is just coming. O-k... Dan I want you to tell me 5 things you can see. C-car-r S-s-sign P-Phil S-S-Amm
He was crying even more. Hey dan who is sam? He just shook his head. Oh suddenly ran over and opened dans medication. I grabbed one and popped it in his mouth. As he swallowed it I pulled him so he lay down, his head in my lap. I brought my fingers through his hair.
