"Peter! Help me!" (Y/n) cried on the cold, concrete floor, blood pouring out of her side.
I ran over to her and held her in my arms.
"I've got you (y/n)." I said holing her.
Her worried face turned into a grimacing smile "you're dead." She grabbed a knife from the floor and stabbed me in the chest.
I woke up in a panic as I felt my chest. I sigh of relief came over me and I fell back in the bed.
The dream scared me. She was here to kill me. Why am I trying to find her? I guess because I didn't want to be in a life without her.
I shook my thoughts away and got up as I walked back to the van. I got in it when I saw her.
"(Y/n)?" I asked myself.
She turned around revealing a girl about (y/n)'s age. It wasn't her.
I cursed under my breath and I put my suit back.
"Good morning, Peter." Karen said
"Morning Karen."
"Are you still trying to find (y/n)?"
"Yeah do you think you could find her?" I asked
"I'm sorry Peter we don't have anything that could help us find her."
"Really!? Nothing?"
Suddenly I got a call. It was Mr. Stark.
My eyes went wide.
"Would you like me to answer that?" Karen asked
"No no no!!" I said waving my hands.
But it was too late she answered it.
"Peter? What are you doing?" Mr. Stark said sounding angry.
"I'm looking for (y/n) like I said."
"No I mean why are you taking money from my card?"
"How could you tell!? You have billions of dollars and you just happened to notice $50 was missing?"
"More like Karen told me."
"Karen!" I yelled
"Sorry Peter! I had to inform him of money coming out of his bank."
"Kid get back here now." Mr. Stark yelled
"No I have to find (y/n)." I yelled back
"Did you ever stop to think that maybe she doesn't want to be found?"
"I-i didn't think of that..." I said lowering my voice.
"Come on kid it's over. Your Aunt has been calling me like crazy, not that I mind, but you need to get back here...for her."
I sighed and put my head down "okay I'll come home."
"Good. Oh and Peter-"
"Yes?"
"Call your aunt."
"Yes sir."
He ended the call. All I wanted was to see (y/n) at least one more time before the incident. She could be dead for all I know. I wanted to just search the whole world to find her, but I couldn't. Like Mr. Stark said she might not even want to be found.
"Oh Karen it's time to go home." I sighed
I walked to the van and drove back home.
A few hours later I was back, safe and sound. I changed Into my regular clothes in an alley way and made my way up to my apartment. I knocked on the door and saw May smiling as she opened the door.
"Hey Peter! How was Ned's?" She said as she walked back into the kitchen apparently making dinner.
"It was fine." I said as I walked to my room. I stopped and turned to her "have you been calling Tony Stark asking where I was?"
"No of course not you were at Ned's. Why?"
I looked down "no reason...I'm going to do my homework." I said as I walked into my room.
"Okay!" She yelled as she cut up some carrots.
I threw my bag on the floor and shut my door.
Why would Mr. Stark lie to me? I could've been looking for (y/n) right now. I guess it doesn't matter. I should just forget about (y/n) and move on.
The next day I went to school. Everything was the same. The people, the halls, the food, everything. It's liked nothing even happened.
I walked up to my locker and put my books in it.
"Hey man!...Woah you okay?" Ned asked as he walked up to me.
"Yeah everything's great." I said looking in my locker.
"Really because you look like a mindless robot roaming the halls. What's up you can tell me." He said crossing his arms.
"(Y/n) she uh she was stabbed and almost died trying to save me...and I tried to find her but it was no use. I wanted to see her one last time but she was gone and I won't ever be able to see her again."
"I'm Sorry man...uh do you wanna hang out after school? You know try to get your mind off of (y/n)?"
I smiled and shut my locker.
"Definitely."
"Awesome!" Ned said as we walked to class.
Your POV
I didn't want to leave. I didn't want to leave Peter without telling him goodbye, but I had too. I was in trouble. I didn't want HYDRA to know that I loved Peter so when all the men who sent me on this mission had been either killed by Ironman or killed themselves I knew I couldn't be seen with anyone I loved when the big boss found out I didn't finish my mission. Peter deserves better then a nasty HYDRA agent like me.
I drove to Portland to get away from HYDRA hoping that in a few years when they'd stop looking for me I could go back to New York to see Peter again, not to stay forever, but so I could know he was alright, but that was before last night.
I was sitting in a hotel room when I heard a knock on the door. I jumped up and grabbed my knife as I slowly walked up to the door and opened it.
My eyes widen.
"What are you doing here!?" I yelled in shock.
"I'm here to take you back to where you belong."
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Sorry I hadn't updated for a while. I just moved and it was a really busy month, but I'm here now and hopefully I will be able to update more! That is until I go back to school. 🙃
