We are all secrets Can't be exposed. *Sequal to Avoiding the truth*

Chapter 4

ZAYN'S POV

I was sitting in the car with a demanding Louis and I knew I had to tell him. "Well Zayn, I need an answer, Harry will be waiting." Louis said glancing at his watch.

"Liam umm he.." I said and took a deep breath. "I kissed Niall and Liam found us. He went mental and ran away crying. Then he phoned Perrie and she broke up with me. Niall told me he wanted Liam and then Liam took me outside to 'talk'." As I spoke Louis grew more shocked.

"Anyway Liam told me to leave and not tell anyone. He said I should kill myself for all he cares. If I didn't leave I would regrett it. I said no and he kicked me punched me and I passed out." I said and Louis mouth was open.

I pointed to my face and smiled sadly. "I have to leave. Who knows what will happen to me if I dont." I said and sighed. "Liam?!" Louis finally said. "Yeh I think after he saw us kissing something clicked." I said.

"So your gay?" Louis said and I nodded. "I thought you'd never figure it out." Louis said laughing and I punched him lightly. "Don't turn into Liam now." Louis said.

He meant it as a joke but it seemed to stop the laughter. "There is no way I'm letting you leave, Liam wouldn't kill you." Louis said and I was puzzled.

"How do you know?" I asked. None of us had ever done something this bad to Liam before. He had never been this angry. "He might." I said sadly and Louis gave me a scared look.

"Take that risk." Louis said like it was a challenge.

"I can't." I said sadly. "Look you obviously aren't happy about leaving. Just go talk to Liam and tell him you have no feelings for Niall and that you wont even talk to him." Louis said.

"But I do have feelings for Niall. I would probably kill myself if I couldn't talk to him." I replied. "Yes but after a month or so Liam will have calmed down and everything will go back to normal." Louis said like he could fix anything.

"I'll come with you, then Liam is less likely to hit you." Louis reasoned and I nodded. "Now operation Harry." Louis said wiggling his eyebrows. I laughed and followed him inside.

"Oh by the way, why was Niall in hospital?" I said before we entered Harry's room. "He tried to kill himself because Harry didn't like him and he lost everyone he loved." Louis siad shrugging like Niall trying to end his life wasn't a big deal.

He saw my widened eyes and rolled his. "Relax, he's fine now." Louis said. "Yes but I didn't know. I'm such a bad friend." I said and Louis looked down. "You are a great friend Zayn Malik, now shut up." Louis said.

"You always knew how to cheer me up, Lou." I said laughing and Louis smiled, satisfied before going into Harry's room. "Hey Lou, hey Zayn." Harry said putting down his phone and smiling at us both.

Louis sat down on the bed and slung his arm round Harry. Harry snuggled in and I sat there acwardly. How could Harry not have feelings for Louis?

"So how's my Hazza?" Louis asked and Harry looked sad. "Alright, still can't remember much." Harry siad sighing.

"I've been thinking about that and I thought we could watch the video diares again? Refreash your mind?" Louis said and Harry nodded. "I guess it couldn't hurt." Harry siad and Louis stood up triamhfantly.

"I'll go grab my laptop." Louis said grabbing my shoulder and dragging me with him. We stopped just outside Harry's door. "I need you to ask him how he feels about me." Louis said.

"I thought you already asked?" I said. "Yes but he might say more to you." Louis said before pushing me back inside and running to get his laptop.

"Hey harry." I said acwardly and he smiled. "Zayn." Harry nodded smirking. Why was I nervous? He was the same old Harry.

"I heard you outside talking to Louis." Harry said laughing. "Louis should have thought through his plan better."

I sighed. "So are you going to answer the question?" I asked. "Louis really wants to know."

Harry twidled his thumbs and looked at me. "I get butterflies when he calls me Haz or when he wraps his arms around me. I just want to hug him all the time. But only as a best friend." Harry spoke truthfully.

"As far as the whole boyfriend thing goes I'd say no. The feelings I have aren't that strong and certainly nothing to act on. I want to focus on my singing." Harry said which was the down part of this.

"Maybe in a year or two." Harry reasoned and Louis came in the door with a smile. I guess he didn't hear us. I knew I was going to have to tell him later anyway.

"So you ready Haz?" Louis asked sitting on the bed next to him and tapping at the keyboard. "Yeh." Harry said smiling. "Want to join us Zayn?" Harry asked and Louis gave me pleading eyes that read 'leave us alone.'

He didn't even know the way Harry felt. "Nah I need to go... shopping." I said quickly coming up with an excuse. "Okay." Harry said clearly not believing me.

"I'll meet you in an hour and we can go to Liam's." Louis said and I put my thumbs up from the other side of the door. God was I nervous.

LOUIS' POV

I wrapped my arms around Harry as I played a loop of all the ones we had done. I smiled at all the times me and Harry exchanged looks or when I bit Harry's shoulder.

I remembered that vividly. Harry had goosebumbs everywhere. At one point Harry stopped it at the beginning of one. "I don't remember this." Harry said. "Did you remember all the rest?" I asked and Harry nodded.

"We look at eachother a lot." Harry commented looking at me in the eyes. I looked down at him. Our faces were so close and I could feel Harry's heart beating. Or was it mine?

Harry breathed in my face and I closed my eyes. "Do you know what my favourite part is?" Harry asked and I shook my head not trusting my voice. "When you bit my shoulder." Harry said smiling at the memory.

"Could you umm." Harry said trailing off and looking away. This time I spoke. "No what?" I said and Harry smiled. "Could you do it again? It feels like ages since you last did that." Harry said.

I was taken aback by his question and Harry sat up slightly. "Nevermind. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." Harry said pressing play.

I mentally slapped myself before pausing it and staring at Harry. "I'm never uncomfortable when I'm with you." I said before unzipping Harry's jumper revealing a bigger part of his neck and shoulder.

I kissed Harry's jaw line and he let out a shaky breath as I kissed down his neck. I sucked on his neck giving him a hickey. I knew I was getting carried away but I couldn't help it. It was like everything was back to normal.

I bit his shoulder and he let out a.. moan?! I didn't let it stop me and I retraced my kisses and got to his lips. I stared at them bringing up my hand to trace them and Harry groaned again as I brushed something hard with my arm.

Oh. My. God. Was he?! No Louis he can't be. I had almost convinced myself when Harry muttered "I need to um.. go to the toilet." before jumping out of the bed before I could say anything. Now I know my first thoughts were true.

It also spooked me slightly. Little did he know that was the exuse he gave the first time I was about to kiss him.

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A/N

THE LARRY FEELS! Anyway please comment/fan/vote! I felt a little acward writing that last part but ah well.

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-Maisie