Chapter 16

40 1 0
                                    

HARRY'S POV

It was saturady and me and Lou were getting ready in our room. I stood infront of the mirror, screntising every detail about myself. My chubby tummy hidden underneath a red tshirt. My horrible legs almost busting out of the black skinny jeans I was wearing.

You think Louis loves you? Your just a fat good for nothing lump.

"Babe?" Louis said finding me crying and he came over as I stuttered out what the voices were saying and Louis kissed away the tears.

"Baby you know thats not true." Louis cooed and I just cried even harder as Louis wiped them away.

"You are so beutiful and hot and just Haz, you are the most perfect human being I have ever met." Louis whispered to me as the voices attempted to drown him out.

I just nodded and Louis helped me up from the floor. "Come on, lets get your cute self to the party." Louis said and I attempted a smile as Louis dragged me out the door,

LIAM'S POV

I felt my cheeks blush even hotter than before. Luke had just told me he wanted to be more than friends and I was freaking out.

I didn't know what to say and it felt like my mind was going into overdrive. "Liam? Are you okay?" Luke said and I just nodded and then sheepishly smiling as him.

"You really mean it?" I asked and Luke nodded smiling. "More than you know." He replied.

When I had previously tried to kiss Luke he had just gotten flustered. Right? I really wanted those lips on mine.

I let my mind take over and leaned in...

LOUIS POV

We were in the car on the way to the party and Harry kept tapping his foot and fiddling with his hair.

Nervous Harry is adorable.

"Babe as cute as find your hair fixing can you please stop now?" I asked politely and he blushed putting the car mirror away.

"You wont leave me right?" Harry asks as we pull up and takes a nervous glace at the people there.

"I promise babe." I said and Harry smiled as I linked our hands and squeezed it.

I rang Niall's doorbell and he answered soon after. We were greeted by a slightly drunk Niall and he fussed over how cute a couple we were.

"Can we come in?" I interrupted before he could launch into another story. "Sure!" Niall said and then he ran off to find someone else.

I was glad everything was back to normal in our group. Well apart from one of us being schizophrenic and another hiding thier true identify everything was fine.

Wow my life's messed up. We haven't even been doing anything to do with the band lately and I knew the fans would worry.

"Hey harry." I said pulling out my phone. "Smile!" I said as we took a selfie.

Louis_Tomlinson : Party with Harry x [picture]

I hit tweet and we glanced around the party. No one I really regognised or knew well. I couldn't even see Zayn. Usually he's the first one here.

The door opened revealing a nervous and guilty Zayn.. umm I mean Luke and a confused and upset Liam.

LUKE'S POV (Zayn)

Liam was being really cute and blushing all the time I complimented him. I had spaced out for a bit thinking if I really wanted to even consider going out with Liam.

I mean he did hit Niall. But I'd come to the conclusion that there was definately something different about him. He'd changed?

I just hoped he had. Maybe it was only becasue 'Zayn' wasn't around? "Luke?" Liam said after I while and I looked up smiling.

"You mean it?" Liam said I smiled. "More than you know."  said hoping I was making the right choice.

He then leaned in slowly. Oh god not again.

I paniked and slouched away. "Umm." I said not really knowing what to do. I wanted to kiss him. Don't get me wrong I want it so bad. I just can't.

"I knew it." Liam said moving away from me and beginning to... cry?

"Liam I-" I started but he cut me off.

"Dont. Look if you don't want to be with me then just say." Liam said and my stomach twisted.

"Of course I want to, It's just too soon. I'm sorry." I made up an exsuse as Liam wiped his tears.

"Whatever, lets just get to Niall's party." Liam said standing up and I placed a hand on his shoulder.

He shrugged it off. "Are you coming?" He said walking out of the room.

We are all secrets Can't be exposed. *Sequal to Avoiding the truth*Where stories live. Discover now