We are all secrets Can't be exposed. *Sequal to Avoiding the truth*

Chapter 14

HARRY'S POV

After the dream I had about Louis cheating on me the voices in my head kept getting worse. They started to tell me to jump off bridges. Louis didn't love me. The same old thing. I tried not to pay attention but it was hard.

Louis kept telling me to tell him everything that happened in my dreams and what I was thinking. Although it didn't feel like me. It felt like someone in my head was telling me these things. Louis would become bored eventually with me. At least that's what the voices told me.

We had agreed to go to the pictures today. I had been scared too ever since that dream and I was so petrified something would go wrong.

We were going to see the fault in our stars, a book that me and Louis had both enjoyed, and sobbed, over. I knew i was going to be a wreck. I woke up to Louis playing with my hair.

"Morning." Louis said in that morning voice that I loved. I leant up and kissed him. "Morning." I said grinning. "God I love your morning voice." Louis said and kissed me again. "Its not as hot as yours." I said winking.

After we had breakfast and got ready we set off for the cinema and Louis was very excited, I could tell. He was practically vibrating with excitement. 

"Come on lets go inside." I said chuckling and grabbing Louis hand. "Two tickets for the fault in our starts please!" Louis said excitedly and the lady behind the desk look at our linked hands and gave me a spiteful glance.

The voices in my head went into overload. I bet she thinks your fat. Faggot. God if she hates you its not long till Louis does too.

Louis smiled at me lovingly and I didn't return the smile. I took my hand away from Louis' and wrapped both hands around my tummy. "Actually cancel that." Louis said and we walked away.

"Lou?!" I said. "Why did you do that? You couldn't wait to see that film!" I protested and Louis grabbed my hand and smiled. "Your more important." Louis said and he got in the drivers seat as i clutched my tummy trying not to listen to the voices.

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LIAM'S POV

I was still in my room. I hadn''t left it for a day. I was petrified of seeing Luke. After him running off after that truth or dare game I was embarrassed to go anywhere. Luke had texted me but I hadn't even read them. I was too embarrassed.

When Louis and Harry arrived it was the first time I left my room.

"Hi Liam sorry to disturb you but I really need your help and-" Louis started. "No its fine." Liam interrupted and we sat down at the kitchen table. "My parents are out by the way." Liam commented and Louis nodded.

I was sat at one side of the table and Louis and Harry were sat at the other side. Louis was holding Harry's hands under the table and Harry hadn't looked up since he came in.

"The thing is Liam, you had a brother who had schizophrenia didn't you?" Louis asked randomly and I nodded. "It took us a while to realise he did though." I said smiling sadly. "Can you tell us the symptoms Liam?" Louis asked and I gave him a questing look but did as he asked.

"Umm well they include having hallucinations and seeing and hearing things that don't exsist. You can hear voices in your head telling you things that aren't true and you can experiance a change in behaviour." Liam said and Harry looked up for the first time since he came in.

He looked into Louis eyes. "I'm schizophrenic." Harry said but it sounded more like a question. "I know love." Louis said as Harry broke down crying clutching onto Louis jumper and crying and shaking.

"Thanks." Louis mouthed to me and I nodded leaving them alone together.

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HARRY'S POV

"I'm schizophrenic. I'm schizophrenic. I'm schizophrenic." I mumbled into Louis jumped sobbing. "Its fine love." Louis cooed. "I'll help you get better." Louis soothed but I shook my head sitting up. Louis wiped the tears away but I still cried.

"The voices." I said and Louis smiled kindly. "The voices what love?" Louis asked ushering me on. "They tell me you don't love me. That I'm fat and should jump off a bridge and do everyone a favour." I spilled the whole truth to Louis and he started to cry too.

"Baby that's so not true." Louis said as we both sat crying and holding onto each other like we were each others life rafts. "I love you with all my heart and if you jumped then I'd jump too." Louis said his eyes meeting mine.

"Cause I couldn't live without you." Louis said truthfully and he kissed me. The kiss was filled with love and passion. "And as for the whole fat thing have you even looked in the mirror Haz?" Louis said lifting up my shirt.

I covered my tummy with my hands and Louis removed them kissing my tummy. "Beautiful." Louis said and traced my tattoes. "Babe your so hot and not fat at all." Louis said lowering the t-shirt and staring lovingly at me.

I saw in that moment how much Louis really loved me. And in that moment, I swear we were infinate. 

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A/N

I just wanted to add that quote. Thanks for reading! Please comment/vot/fan? Thanks :)

-maisie x