Stay With Me - PJM - Book 1

Chapter 31

Sophia's POV

Jimin: hey love where are you?

I looked at the message and sighed as I typed the reply.

Me: sorry was sleeping

My phone rang, Jimin's name popped up on the screen.

"Yeah" I said, answering the call.

"Hey what's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing" I huffed.

"Nemo, what happened? Are you not well?" He asked in a voice laced with worry.

"Doesn't matter" I mumbled, annoyed by his questions.

"Why are you being like this?"

"Nothing" I groaned. It was irritating, I didn't wanted to talk to him, his questions only made me angry.

"Nem..."

"Jimin can we talk later, please" I interrupted him. There was pin drop silence on the other end.

"Yeah sure"

I could hear him sigh heavily before we hung up. I sat on my bed and hugged my knees tightly and placed my forehead on them.

What's wrong with me? Why am I hurting him?

Tears escaped my eyes but I immediately wiped them off refraining myself from crying any further. I missed him. I missed him like hell. But I didn't knew why I was ignoring him from the past few days.

The day he left it felt as if the only happiness of my life was gone. But after a few days I was fine I handled myself well. We called each other talked for hours and it never felt like he was away from me. But then he got so busy with his comeback preparations that we hardly got any time to talk to each other. I tried to be an understanding partner but I knew I was failing. I showed everyone that I was fine I was strong but deep inside only I knew the act I was putting up. I smiled less; I talked less; I slept less.

The only moment when I actually used to smile was when I actually heard his voice and now it wasn't helping anymore. Whenever I heard his voice it made me more sad, it reminded me more of him.

And then I was tired of lying to May about Jimin. She kept on poking me to know more but I couldn't let it all out and it was eating me inside.

He called me after 3 days and I didn't even talk to him. Why am I doing this?

My phone buzzed and I looked at the notification popping up.

It must be him. What will I tell him? I don't even have the guts to face him.

I picked up the phone and opened the message.

Jungkook: Hey Sophia. How are you? I'm sorry we were too busy with the comeback stuff I couldn't even text you once.

Me: oh hey! I'm good wbu? And its fine. By the ways congratulations on your successful comeback. 😊