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Welll I only updated 4 times this summer. Idk, a lot has happened in 2 months (surprisingly) although I had nothing to do. School is about to start in a few days so I guess I'll just summarize everything that occurred.

Btw, happy birthday AngelicDepression ❤

Ok so on the last day of school, I was hanging out with my girls tiana9295 and
-CuteAndPsycho.

Then at the start of summer I went to Manhattan with tiana9295 and KevinLovesMemes. That was fun.

On July 14, 2017, mi amour, Kearah, came to NYC ❤. Even if I didn't get to meet her, that weekend was awesome. It was Kaven NY Style.

Right after that weekend was my bro's birthday on July 18. I was extra rude to him that day lolol. finessinhearts

Then I went to tiana9295 's house on July 21. Well first, we went out with her mom and she tried on lipstick for the first time. After that, we watched the premiere of Descendants 2 and I slept over (my first time).

The next day we went to the park with friends to celebrate -CuteAndPsycho 's birthday. We had an intense water fight XD.

The next week my summer program started from July 24 to August 10 and it wasn't so bad, I actually liked it.

August 7 was the day I had an argument with 3 people who were my closest friends. I found out something that pretty much scarred me and I can't ever forget that day, even if I try to. I self harmed, too.

August 11, the day after my program ended, my grandparents took tiana9295 and I out. We went to eat at Nathan's and watched Annabelle Creation. It was supposed to be horror but we found it very comedic.

August 12 was the last time I self harmed. That was also my 2 year anniversary on watty but I didn't do anything.

The next week I was packing for my vacation and wishing Paige a happy birthday on the 17 ❤.

On the 22, I landed in Orlando, Florida. That one week was truly amazing. I went to Disney World on the 23. Then Daytona Beach on the 24, fishing at Cocoa Beach on the 25, and Kennedy Space Center on the 26. I visited relatives on the 27, and on the 28 they had a farewell house party for us. I was in the pool a lot that day with my cousin. We landed in NYC early on the 29.

On the 30, I finished unpacking and had to plan for my birthday the next day. Fast forward to the 31, tiana9295 went out with my grandparents, aunt, uncle, and cousins to celebrate with me. My dad couldn't make it but at least I got to talk to him on the phone. We had a 3 hour delay unfortunately and ended up eating at the Cheesecake Factory at 11pm but at least I was with them in the first place. We got home and watched a movie then slept around 3. Tysm for the bday wishes btw ❤. And ty Jellybean8431 ilysm!

September 1 was basically me having a lazy Sunday on a Friday, lol. Yesterday was... I can't really describe it in words. My mother called and I finally told her how I honestly felt. But she still made excuses, lied, and accused people. So I didn't tell her what she wanted to hear. I told her what she needed to hear.

I did what I felt was right to me. She never really acted like a mother in my life. She deserved to know how I felt, I'm not a little kid and I understand better than I did when I was younger. It was up to me to make a decision and I'm still wondering if I made the right one. I don't care if I was ethically right, I just want to be morally right. < Drey will get that.

I want to shout out my faves tiana9295, @youngwildhooligan, finessinhearts bc they're too good for this world ahjdjdjdfj.

It still won't tag Kearah, fml.

This took me so long to write. Well school is going to start in a few days. That's how my summer was. How was yours?

Rave ❤