We were all in the basement dancing the music stopped kendall was standing on the stage looking at me "can i have your attention everyone" she said no she's gonna tell him I stopped by "Jessica if you don't tell him I will" she said "kendall font" i told her "yes you can't keep it from him he deserves to know" i looked at justin then looked at Kendall the tears streamed down my face
"kendall no" i shouted through tears "Jessica likes justin and she has for a long time" kendall says "KENDALL" i screamed i broke down in tears justin was standing by me i ran away "Jess wait" justin says I ran out the door i cried justin ran outside after me "Jessica stop wait" he yelled i turned around
"what" i snapped "why didn't you tell me" he asked "because of selena, she loves you and you talk about her like she's the only girl in the world" i snapped "you talk about her when you talk to me she's perfect" i told him "perfect was written about her" he asked i nodded "bad reputation is mine" he asked i nodded
"Justin leave me alone go get the one you love because i'm done" i told him "but just so you know right now she's probably in new York sucking the weeknds dick not giving a damn about you or anyone else I love selena but
even i think you talk about her way to much" he kissed me passionately then deepened the kiss instant sparks wild fires even he pulled away "you talk to much" he smiled "why did you do that" i asked "what you didn't like it" he asked
That's not the problem" i told him "you did like it" he asked "that's the problem" i told him he kissed me passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away again "Jessica come on were best friends and your right selena is over me
so I'm moving on too" he said i thought about it i leaned in and kissed him passionately then deepened the kiss then pulled away He smiled "Let's leave" i whispered "its my party" he said "so" i smiled "mhm come on" he grabbed my hand and dragged me back inside "its your party so let's have some fun" i told him
"Jessica were not having sex at my party" he said i pouted "why not" i said he smiled "because" he said kendall comes over "well is Justin taking your virginity tonight" she asked my mouth dropped "your a virgin" he asked "im 17" i told him "#so I lost my virginity when I was 17" he said "justin i know" i told him
I texted Selena
Me: I have an important question for you
Her: okay
Me: is it okay for me to date justin
if you don't like it tell me i won't date him
Her: i didn't know you liked him
Me: he kissed me at his party tonight after kendall told
everyone at the party i liked him i kissed him back
but I wanted you to be okay with it
Her: why didn't you tell me you liked himb
Me: because our friendship
means more to me then dating your ex
Her: Jessica i want you and him to be happy
and if you like him date him i care about you
guys and love you guys and all I want is for you and him to be happy
Me: Thank you
I turned my screen off
"Jessica let's dance" justin says I looked up at him he pulled me onto the dance floor and we slow danced together i laid my head in his shoulder
2 weeks later I went on my first date with Justin and it was amazing except paparazzi tried to ruin it by making me upset with questions and comments like are you aware you betrayed selena SOME BEST FRIEND YOU ARE and dating her ex that's low
Justin: Let's go out I'm sorry about last week
Me: its okay and where are we going?
Him: um I don't know wear
something causal though
I got a shower shaved my legs and down there and under my arms
and then changed into (pic above) and did my hair and put my socks and shoes on then grabbed my phone they're was a knock on the door i smiled i answered it it was Justin we kissed and then left we had a picnic in the park
