Finding: Us | [Discontinued]

Chappie 8

JEONGHAN POV

I was coming back home from my part-time job and I didn't want to go home straightaway, as I was afraid of bumping into Hyunra again.

So I had a few drinks by myself as I felt kinda down and upset at myself.

Hyunra looked so upset and broken crying yesterday, she sounded so heartbroken recounting her past in her point of view.

I was so selfish, I didn't think of how I was affecting her and just did things as I pleased. She must have been really worried but I kept things to myself, she must have suffered a lot.

And it's because of me she suffered.

I brushed back my hair frustratedly and sighed softly.

This is my fault. I don't deserve her love anymore.

Like her, I wished I could turned back time, I would have done things differently. I wouldn't have hurt her, I wouldn't have broken her trust in me, I wouldn't have ruined our relationship...

But even in this place, I couldn't get the peace I wanted. The annoying ladies and female waiters keep eyeing me and they keep trying to flirt with me.

I didn't want to be rude so I just forcefully smile slightly and rolled my eyes when they turned their back.

As I was getting annoyed by them, I was careless and forget that I couldn't tolerate alcohol very well, I felt pretty light-headed and dizzy after drinking only a few small cups.

I was wrong, I shouldn't have walked home alone. I ended up doing something that I couldn't take back.

And the worst part is, I don't feel guilty about it.

HYUNRA POV

I was walking up the hilly pathway back home after Eunri dropped me off when I saw Jeonghan walking a little unevenly infront of me, probably going back home too.

I didn't know if I should go up and talk to him. I just walked my own path and ignored her, I didn't want to have an awkward conversation.

But I couldn't help but take glances at him. His pace slowed down little by little and mine went faster, I guess a little part of me still wants to talk to him.

Soon, I was next to him. He turned his head to me and walked a little nearer to me.

I was getting a bit nervous since he was standing a little too close to me.

I looked at his face and saw that it was flushed and red. He also reeked a little of alcohol too.

Has he been drinking? Because of what?

I was still in my thoughts before I felt someone against my shoulders.

I twisted my head and saw Jeonghan leaning against me.

I stopped in my tracks and let him be, he seems tired.

And drunk.

He suddenly stood up straight again and he leaned forward to my face.

He was really near my face, what is he thinking? How drunk is he? Did he drink much? He knows that he can't tolerate alcohol well.

I was getting more and more flustered as he got closer and closer to me.

But my thought were cut off as his lips crashed gently against mine.

Surprised and shocked, my body froze and tensed. I stumbled backwards but he stepped forwards, his lips not parting away from mine.

His kiss got deeper and I unconsciously closed my eyes.

Open your eyes, open your eyes!

I tried telling myself but that voice was small and tiny, it faded away soon as I fell deeper into his kiss.

I couldn't bring myself to part away from his lips but he pulled himself away shortly after and I took a deep breath as I felt a little dizzy from what just happened.

My fingertips felt tingly and hot, my heart felt like it was about to burst into flames as it raced against my chest.

I slowly licked my lips, still tasting the sweet liquor on my lips from him.

I didn't say anything as he rested him head on my shoulders.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

"For what?" I asked, even though I know very well why he apologized.

"I don't know what's gotten into me but I obviously can't stop thinking about you."

My heart jumped hearing his words and I felt myself blush.

"Honestly... I still love you a lot. Please give me one more chance. I won't mess up again." He stepped back and took his head off my shoulders.

Stay...

I couldn't see his face well as it was dark but I could feel him looking at me. I could feel the sincerity from him, the longing from him.

"I... I don't know." My voice cracked.

A tear drop slid down my cheeks, I hoped that he doesn't see that.

"Please...think about it." He said again and left.

I stared at the ground and only looked up after awhile.

I could only see his familiar back under the dim-lit as it faced me, he slowly trudged his way to his house.

Then he was out of my sight.

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