Arielle
I laid in my bed as the sun rose. There was a knock on my door and I didn't even bother to answer.
I wanted Geo. I snuggled into the blankets in so much loneliness. I let my cries flow down my eyes. I wiped them and clutched the pillow.
I really needed him, he's probably scared of me now. I didn't mean to let my anger get to me like that. It was accidental, I just wasn't thinking, I didn't have a chance with him anyways.
"Nah Arielle, what I want doesn't matter anymore. You, you the problem. You don't know what you want. You came hea to tell me all this shit that's so straight forward, I'm sorry for my family, I'm sorry for hurting you... you think Imma accept it? Anyone could come up hea and say that shit." He said in a gruesome tone.
"Like you don't get it. We went through mad shit together. I have known you for 4 years now and with everything, everything we went through you gon pull up with a silly ass apology? What?"
Why was I so blunt with that damn apology. So many whys, I stood up grabbing my keys. I slid my moccasins on and grabbed my keys.
Fizz
I felt bad for doing this. I was up with Skye by my side. I walked downstairs seeing Raquel coming out the bathroom.
" You good?" I asked dapping him up, "Yeah I was just about to head out, thanks for everything"
"Its all love,"
He smiled at Skylar, "wassup baybeh girl"
She smiled opening her arms up.
"You want uncle Raquel"
Raquel took hold of her and I started talking as he played with her.
"You good, phone charged?" I asked
He nodded, "Yeah I'm good man, I appreciate everything "
"No problem we brothers" he nodded
As Skylar was touching his bruised up face looking at him.
This was hard for me, just to see everything go down in front of my eyes.
"You heard from Jaeden or anything?" He shook his head
I seen Nancy come into the kitchen.
I went quiet turning around to look at her. She looked at Raquel and sighed grabbing the eggs, "you want some breakfast?" She questioned
"No I'm okay, thanks an--"
"Water? Orange juice? An apple?" She asked looking at him
He shook his head, "I'm fine, Nancy I know you don't want me hea'--"
She looked at him , " look, Kim texted me telling me about you and her last night, she told me you'd be over here and that I should feed you and make sure you were straight so at least lemme do it for her"
Keyanna
I took a peek into the guest room seeing Jesus laid on the bed my mama held him and my daddy laid by mama looking up at the ceiling. I closed the door and looked at my living room. Everything from the tv to the tables all destroyed. Picture frames smashed.
I was thankful that Chris had Xavier in Virginia with his family. Cause if he didn't I don't know how I'd explain everything going on to him.
I walked up the stairs and sighed going into Tyla's room. Arielle wasn't there for the first time. She'd usually be by her side not sleeping just comforting her but today she wasn't. Tyla wasn't asleep. She was looking at the wall in her bed like usuals. I sat down on her bed.
