Arielle
I crawled into her bed knowing she was home now. She was asleep but I didn't care. I rested by her and faced the door.
I was trying not think about him but he was the only thing that popped in my head. I wondered whether or not I missed any thing major. His eyes they kept popping in my head.
I didn't even realize I was crying, loud and hard. I used my arm to block the noise and continued to cry.
I felt Tyla start shuffling. She stood up and I closed my eyes still crying.
Her door made a noise. Then I heard the bathroom flush. I could hear her footsteps as she came back. She got back into the bed then I felt the blankets come over me.
There was a tap on my shoulder. I quickly wiped my eyes then turned to face her.
She gave me a look of concern. Then her thumb went just below my eye. She dragged the tear away.
She scooted closer to me resting her head on top of mine, I believe.
"Thank you for the song." She whispered into my ear carefully
"Tyla" I said I shuffled around so that I could see her. She was not resting her head on a pillow
"Why dont you talk anymore"
She looked at me then took a breath, "I don't know"
She waited a few seconds then continued, "I don't like talking too much anymore." She said lowly, "it's a waste of energy"
I nodded she was right.
"Tyla, just know im always here--"
"Promise" she said cutting me off
She held her pinky out and I pinky swore. A few minutes past and I pulled out the blunt. I got the lighter and started lighting it up.
Geo doesn't care about what I had to say. He doesn't. I felt my tears start rolling down my face again.
I blew the smoke out and Tyla held her hand out to take some too.
I put it in her mouth then moved it away. I shook my head.
He doesn't give a damn about me anymore. Cause if he did he would have, like real talk, he would've said shit.
Maybe he just needs some time.
Geo
I think about you all the time.
I'm physically, emotionally, and mentally attatched to you
I'm sorry for everything
I just wanna start over, fresh
I tossed and turned on my bed. Everything just kept playing in my head from the cries to everything she said. Shit even shit I said from when she tried to talk to me before.
Why did I feel like I did some shit wrong?
Cause I did, I kept giving her all this unnecessary disrespect. We probably would have been back awhile ago, but I just kept pushing her away
I was hurt though, I needed that time, I needed the space.
Geo you know you need her in your life
Fizz stop sayin that dumb shit.
People told me shit and I was being the dumb nigga I've always been and ignored it all.
