4 hours after performance.
Arielle
You ever just go to a depressed state after you see your favorite singer perform? Like post concert depression?
Well that's me right now except post performance depression. I performed and it was so fucking overwhelming yet good asf that I wish I could redo it again.
I just kept thinking yet I also had Geo in my head. Something was just telling me to give eye contact and everything to him while I performed
I really put my all, my everything into it and it was just like wow.
I didn't know I had it in me.
Now after it all I feel like it was time, time to let him go. I gave him a week and now it's two weeks and he still hadnt reached out.
So today is the day I just gotta face the truth, he's gone and doesn't want me. Stop trying. I said everything I needed and wanted to say and he decided not to do anything with it.
Boys come and go.
That's when I broke down and cried.
"Geo and I are really over with each other" I said to myself in my hotel room.
I cried so hard that I began throwing up. Ugh :(
Geo
I grabbed the movie and smiled
Sacrifice
"We should hang out and watch Sacrifice together, maybe we could see if the book is better"
I stuffed the bracelet I got her for her birthday in my pocket and then grabbed my keys about to head out.
Right when I was gonna leave I stopped dead in my tracks. I looked at myself in the mirror.
Button up black shirt and marron pants. I had on black shoes and a maroon jacket to match the pants.
I should change shit she gon think I looked desperate. I looked at the time shit what if she boutta sleep.
I sighed slamming my door driving off.
;)));)))
Arielle
"Ahhhhahhhahhh" I cried while brushing my teeth.
I was so ugly. Just brushing my teeth at 12 in the morning crying my eyes out. It wasn't easy. Just taking that step, or telling myself it's over. Just like that. Everything we had, just done with?
Uhh
I rinsed my face then looked at myself in the mirror again.
"Geooo" I cried even harder
I cried as the water splashed down my cheek from my eyes. I walked out the bathroom shut the lights off in the hallway and then the kitchen.
There was a knock on the door. I miserably sighed wiping my tears away quickly. I kept breathing in and out trying to stop the sniffles.
I walked over to the door feeling the tears starting to build up again. I lazily opened up the door.
There he stood.
5'10
Hair loc'd up
The diamond earings
Cross necklace
Dark Chocolate skin
Beautiful brown eyes
Beard
My Geo
He was leaning on the side holding a DVD. Sacrifice
"You know I finally took the time to watch the movie and I think you're right, the books are always better then the movies"
