Why Me Against The World

True Feelings

Too Soon

"Girl answer the doh,why you just sitting there looking slow." Yaya said.
"Bitch they talking bout they the police, shut up."
"If my brother find out I got another murder charge, he gone get me beffo they do."
Boom boom boom
"So what chu you saying, you wanna do the race?" I whispered.
"Fuck you whispering fa? and hell yea minus well fa we get locked up."
"Alright let's go out the back window, it's big enough fa us to fit through." We walked to the back of the house where the window was. We wasn't finna go to jail for nobody, at least not right now.
"Yaya bro hurry up, you ain't even that big."
"Don't rush me. We might be onna run and all but Ian messing up these shoes, these the one's Herb had bought me. You never know if they give us a bell date, Ima be able to get these bitches back. " She said going through the window.
"Ian tryna get caught cause you wanna save some damn shoes."
*Phone vibrates*
"Just come on, why you coming fa me."
*Checks phone*
"Emani bro you really finna check yo phone right now!"
Text Messages
-Blu💙: Say we know y'all in there, open the doh
10mins ago
-Blu💙: K'emana bro for real?
2mins ago
"Bitch yo ass can stay out there, that was Kentrell and them the whole time!"
"For real? Bro Ima beat they ass. They almost made me mess up my G fazos."
*Yaya climbs through the window*
"Really Yaya? You could've came back in from the doh way."
"Nah that's too far, I rather come in this way." She said coming back in the house.
Text Messages
-Blu💙: Alright bet I'm finna just go
7mins ago
"I thought chu said Kentrell and them was at the doh."
"They is."
"Then where they at?"
Boom boom boom
"Go answer the doh Yaya."
"Nope."
"Faget chu."
*Looks through the window, then opens the door*
"Man what the fuck took y'all so long to open the doh!?" Ben said rushing pass me with gang.
"Nigga we ain't know who y'all was, we thought y'all was twelve." I said.
"What twelve gone want with y'all fa?" Ben said.
"We had to walk down on somebody today." Yaya said.
"Who?!" They all broke they necks and looked at us one by one.
"Some girl Herb dumb ass went with."
"And his dumb ass got set up by his so called girl, I'm glad K'emana whooped ha ass the otha day!" Yaya said.
"Damn, y'all ain't been telling us shit." Ben said.
"You file, you ain't even tell us you had a fight." Three said.
"File? Three don't play li-
nevermind." I said getting the Dracos off the table and bringing em to the back room.
"Ben stop playing, you know you fa me." I heard Yaya talking to Ben. That girl lying hard, she just tryna slide ha self a new nigga.
"I see you bae!" I yelled referring to Yaya.
"I'm yo bae." Kentrell said grabbing on me and shutting the door. Like wait wait what...
"Kentrell am I tripping? cause this yo second time calling me that."
"K'emana bro we needa talk, but ion know how you gone take it." Lord.
"Boy if you on tell me."
"When you gone be mine? I know we friends and allat, but waddup shit." I didn't see that coming.
"Uhh" I said not looking at him.
"Nevermind you on wanna be with a nigga, it's all good." He said getting off the bed but I grabbed his hand.
"Blue it ain't even like that I never thought about going with chu is what I'm saying. I ain't think you felt that way, I feel like it's gone be too weird and our friendship might get rocky. And you ain't been acting the same, you been lying to me bout small shit. I know you too well to be with you and it's a fifty fifty chance it cuh turn out bad. Just cause we friends don't mean you won't do shit these otha niggas do."
"K'emana I know this shit about chu already, and why will I get inna relationship with you just to do what cho past niggas did." Never speak to soon.
"Ion know yet I been chilling lately, and I still got small feelings fa Herb. All this stuff going on my best friend wanna be with me, you and Herb almost dying. Well Ion even know if Herb gone make it." I said looking down.
"You act like I'm gone criticize you or some."
"Except fa when you kept telling me how dumb I was bout that Herb shit."
"I was tryna help yo li ass, that's why you so heart broken right nah. You needa live for what's in front of you, and stop living hatred from the past. That's why you acting like that right nah." He studied them lines like a motha fucka.
"Whateva."
"So you gone be my li bae for right nah?"
"Imma see." I said walking out the room and you know he followed behind.
"You gone follow me around the whole house?"
"Ain't none else to do."
"Boy if you on get on yo phone and go bout cho biddnezz."
*Phone Vibrates* People always wanna text my phone when I'm up to some.
*checks phone*
Text Messages
-Herb😐: Kall Me
-Me: Why we can't text?
(No reply back)
Herb😐is calling..
Beffo I answered I walked in another room so Kentrell won't hear me.
"Yes Herb?" I was gone play nice today since the conditions my use to be mans is in.
"Girl where Yaya at?" Is he for real?
"Nigga really if you on get off my line with that and go call or text ha phone."
"You ain't talking to me."
"Anyways Herbert, when you get out the hospital?"
"Why you wanna know? You on even like me ku." I out of hang up on his ass.
"You know I don't. I asked when you get out the hospital because I care. Ion wanna see you in no hospital bed fighting fa yo life. Nah stop with the questions, I'm too gee fa this shit."
"If one person I cuh trust it's you." He said.
"One person I shouldn't love and can't trust is you." This conversation to long.
"So you on trust me at all nah or wanna love me nomo?"
"Herb you always do this when yo life going bad, then want me to be there fa you. But when I needed you, you wasn't even there fa me." Here we go again.
"So what chu tryna say?"
"Love get chu hurt and trust get chu killed."
*I hung up the phone*

I have a NEW book that will be coming soon when this project come to an ending. Stay on the lookout It'll be my second BEST book next to "Moneybagg Yo am Federal" This book good too but it's not the best I written, it's one of the best tho. Meanwhile +i write for whoever enjoy