It's Jesus

He cares about things I can't bear

It is really an undeniable kind of fact that a person could sometimes be bored by just going somewhere without any much thing to do in that place. Like this typical day of my life. I decided I won't go to our school on Monday morning because you know, we don't have any formal classes already, the school year is about to be over and we are just going back and forth to the school for attendance, or perhaps, the clearing of our clearance and of course, practicing for our Junior's completion program. I had chosen to stay at home and read this book called "POWER OF POSITIVE THINKING "by the great (insert name here). It taught me about positive thinking and all, plus its outcome. It was already near 1:00 in the afternoon when I also decided to go to school to know what's new over there. And of course, for me not to be given a word by some teachers, which I am not really fun of. 

Besides that, I've to go to school because we have a cooking feast, for the last quarter and also for our clearance's need. When I reached the school, I was told by my classmate that the cook feast was done in the morning. I don't really have any sort of idea that it will be done at that day. In fact, I should really join the said feast because even if the grades were already done, my clearance won't be cleared until I comply that requirement, as a cookery student in the school. Plus, we have this requirement in one subject which are the 10 flower cuts to be passed, with the same kind of bait. I went to school as if I am going to a battle without much armors. But as soon as I reached my classmate's place, Jelly, one of the students in the cookery class and one of my best friends, had given me such good news. 

Since the cook feast was done, she told me that I've been saved already by the possible consequences of not joining the feast because she had chosen me as her duo to cook. I was so overwhelmed with the fact that she was being pushed by some of my cookery classmates to be their partners, but she just declined it, because she said, she wants me to be her partner and she just saved me! She said she'll be telling our teacher in charge to verify the permission. After we talked about it, Jelly just asked me for P25 for the ingredients she bought to cook corn soup. But, it won't just contemplate her effort on making that corn soup all alone and giving me some of the credits for it. 

Second, as I went at the backstage since we're house in a stage due to classroom shortage, Vanessa, my kind of friend who has this desperation on reading books also one of my best friends, told me about the other requirement about this flower cutting. I have to be honest, I don't know how to fold it out and cut it to make it transform into a lovely flower. But, God is so gracious on giving me help through Vanessa because she was the one who first intended to help me. 

After buying some colored paper on the school canteen,where she also accompanied me, she was the one who cut and make it for me. Like, I never done anything after that. She sat down and said that she will be the one to make it until she'll be making the 10th flower. And she did! It is so amazing how God has been so graciously giving me favors within a single day. I can't even begin to imagine how HE knows what I exactly need even I didn't actually ask for that kind of thing. He didn't just save me, He showed that He does really care and that everything will go to be just fine as long as we would trust Him fully. Well, I am not new of His goodness, where I always tasted it every day.

 The book I was reading on that morning, only depicted how He works with a positive attitude towards life. I could not believe also that I came to read books such that and begin to change the trail of my life on that morning after. Well, what I did? Simple. I just trust Him everything that seem to have care on me. I know that that afternoon, some things might not really fall into the places that I wanted, but somehow, it does not because of my power of friends, but because on top of all, it is the Lord who watches me always. 

I believe that He knows the deepest cares of someone and that He won't allow any circumstances that a person could not handle. I believe that there is really Someone who offers help in times of trouble and that it is not only in times of despair, for He is always in between the moments of joy and in need. It is Jesus. And of course, despite that it is really my fault why I was not able to attend the school, for the reason of boredom, Jesus never gave up on me. I am glad that Jesus never says "This is the last time I am going to lift you up". Phew! Thank you Lord.