Is it really love? (COMPLETED)

Chapter 59

Ariana pov
We had another lie in, I looked to the side and saw that Mac was still fast asleep. I got out of bed put some clothes on and walked downstairs, I didn't wake Sophia up because I wanted to open the package, I couldn't have anyone there I don't know what it was and I knew I had brought stuff for me, something for Mac and Sophia and they couldn't see it.

I walk down stairs and jump out of my skin as I see my mum downstairs "mum" I say "sorry sweetie, I didn't mean to scare you" my mum says "what are you doing here" I ask. "I came round to see my favourite people" she says with a smile.

I hug her and walk into the kitchen, to find the kitchen tidy. I sit down "Mum I'm sorry for being aresy" I say to her "it's fine sweetie, what's wrong anyway" she asks "it's just I got a package and I don't want anyone to see it" I tell her "why" she asks "erm because if Mad sees it it ruins the surprise and I can't let Sophia see it is for her birthday, well even though Mac will get his soon" I tell her "oh hunny you go and open it and I'll stay in watch to see if anyone comes down" my mum says "thank you" I say giving her a hug.

I run off to the kitchen and open it and see a dolls house, a few clothes and this talking baby. I quickly hid it for her birthday which was in a week. I looked at the other thing and it was a canvas with a photo of me Mac and Sophia and 3 teddies that I got personalised, Mac got a thank you present for taking care of me, I brought him some new clothes and a vision since he loves cushions.

I put them in them cupboard that he will look in. I walk back through to where my mum is, "you done" my mum asks and I nod. "I'm going to get Sophia  ill be back in a minute" I say and she nods

I walk up the stairs and walk into Sophia's room and Sophia is still sleeping but I had to wake her up since it was nearly 11.

I pick her up and she start to cry "aww Sophia I'm sorry" I say even though she can't do anything.

I change her and change her nappy and take her to my mum "can you sort her out she's made a messy" I ask and she nods taking her off me.

I walk back upstairs to my room and get on the bed. I kiss Mac on this lips and I try and pull away but he stops me and kisses me again. "Baby please my mums downstairs" I sag and he looks at me confused "why" "she wanted to see us and she gave me a scare when I walked down" I tell him and he chuckles

Mac POV
Ariana looked terrible, well I mean that she looked stressed and I know something wrong but I'll ask later. She pulls me out of bed well tries to I help her by moving myself.

I pull her into a hug "your going to be ok we will talk later" I tell her and she relaxes into the hug. "Okay" she says with a big sigh.

We walk down stairs to where Joan is with Sophia and she smiles at us both. "Nice of you to finally join us Mac" Joan says and I laugh.

Ariana sits with her mum and I go into the kitchen to grab something something to eat and look in the cupboard and see what Ariana has got me and I smile, I leave them there and walk back to her and hug her tightly.

It wasn't long after Joan had helped us and seen us that she left, Sophia was playing. Ariana placed her head on my lap and I stroked her hair. We stay in silence for a little while just hearing the laughter and giggles from Sophia.

"Baby what's up" I ask "I need a break" she says and she sits up and runs off to the bathroom. I get up and grab Sophia and placed her in her bed, I place a few toys with her and she settled down, I walk to the bathroom and knock in the door. "Baby please come out" I say and I can hear her crying through the door. "I don't want to do this anymore" she says under her breath "do what baby, I'm here I always will be and so will Sophia" I tell her and I hear the rip of toilet roll and footsteps towards the door.

That time it took her to walk to the door seemed like hours, all I could think about was why she needed a break, a break from me, a break from Sophia, a break from all of us.

She opens the door and I open my arms for her and she walks inside of them, I wrap them around her tight letting her know that I was still there.

Things were running round my head what could be wrong with her I had done nothing wrong Sophia hasn't and it could be her mum and her always being her but that was the same when we didn't have Sophia.

My phone vibrated but I ignored it but my eyes open wide. "Ariana" i sat and she looks up knowing that I have used her first name it had to be important since I never used it. "Yes Malcolm" she says "have you been looking through negative comments on social media" I ask and she looks down and nods her head just slightly. "Ariana what have I told you about reading bad comments." I tell her "im sorry, they were saying that you love me differently and that Sophia likes you more." She tells me "Ari, I love you the same even more Sophia likes us both you just need to try and ignore them" I tell her and she hugs me again.

From day one of knowing Ariana I knew that she didn't handle negative and hate very well, but we didn't manage to tell her to ignore them but it is hard.

Ariana POV
"Mac can we go on holiday" I ask "when and where" I ask "I don't know" he says "never mind Sophia's too young" I tell him "why don't we go for a weekend just me and you and I'm sure one of our mums would look after Sophia" Mac tells me, I begin to smile "ok can we go for a week" I ask him and he nods "only if you want to leave Sophia with our parents for a week" he says and I nod.

Sophia was still in the cot so I went to get her and she hugged me, we all sat in the couch watching tv well Sophia did me and Mac just kissed "thanks for the gifts" he says and I smile "your welcome" I tell him