Well.. that happened. It happened. Erm.. yeah.
I woke up the next morning with Perri by my side. That was something that hadn't happened in a long time. And it was the best feeling ever! I rolled over to be greeted with Perri's afro.. that however was something I hadn't missed.
I laughed and rolled back over, when suddenly an arm wrapped itself around me and pulled me backwards.
"Morning Beautiful.." Perri said in his sexy soft Essex voice.
I rolled over again to face him
"Morning.." I said smiling
"So.. last night" He said looking into my eyes
"Yeah.. so... last night" I repeated not knowing what to say
"Are you ok?" He said moving the hair from my face
"Yeah.. I mean. That happened." I said putting emphasis on the 'that'
"yeah but I mean, are you ok about it?" He asked looking concerned
"Yeah I'm fine about it.. I just.." I said trailing off
"What?" He asked
"Feel guilty." I answered
He looked at me as if to say {Me too}
I knew..
We finally got up after a lot of cuddling
I got in the shower and I felt something
Something I had never felt before.
I dismissed it and carried on washing
When I got out I dried myself off and got dressed.
Where had Perri got to?
He wasn't in the bedroom.
I poked my head around Eloise's door. She wasn't there, her bed was still made and her PJ's were still folded by her pillow.
I walked down stairs where I felt that pain again..
I grabbed the banister and clutched at my stomach.. what is this?
I walked down stairs to the kitchen. Perri was in there hard at work making pancakes. Wow he really picks his moments. I feel like I'm dying and he's making me pancakes. Maybe the pain is just nerves?
"Hey.." I said pouring a mug of tea.
"Oh, hello!" He said engulfing me in a hug
"mmm, smells good!" I said
"Yeah, you like pancakes?" He asked
"Yeah!" I said trying to act like I didn't feel sick to my stomach..
He then took a pancake off the plate and put it on a seperate plate and gave it to me.
I then sat at the table and ate as much as I could.
After we had finished Perri went upstairs to get dressed. Now I need help.
Who should I call.. Mum.. Ash.. Jordan.. Starr? Tulisa? Tulisa!
I took out my phone and dialed Tulisa,
*Ring Ring*
Tulisa~ Hello?
Me~ Hi
Tulisa~ Oh hiya! How's London?
Me~ Yeah it's great.. um I need your help..
Tulisa~ You really pick your moments darling, it's 9 o'clock..
Me~ I know but I think it's kind of urgent..
