I just need to think. Where do I go though? Ash.. Jordan? Jordan!
I quickly ran to his room and knocked nervously on the door. He quickly opened it and he invited me in.
"Skye.. what's the matter?" He said
"I've done a terrible thing.." I said crying
He sat me down on his bed and got me a drink from the mini fridge.
"What's happened?" He said
"Perri.." I said
He said nothing but I knew he wanted to know what had happened.
"Him and Saffron broke up and we got back together. We um.. you know? Did.." I said feeling awkward
"I know.." He said
"Well.. I started to feel weird a few days later, you know different. So I called Tulisa and she told me to take a test. It was positive. I told Perri and he moved back in, things were going great. We were just hanging out with Mitch and she walked in on us kissing and said they were still together. They're not, Perri ended it. And that she's..." I said beginning to cry
Jordan moved in closer.
"They were trying for a baby before we got back together but she said she wasn't pregnant. But she's just told us that she is. I yelled at Perri and I regret it so badly but I can't forgive him for what he did. He said that our baby is a mistake.." I cried into his shoulder.
"I'm so sorry Skye.." Jordan said embracing me.
"I don't know what to do." I cried harder
"What did he say about Saffron?" He asked me
"He said he wants her to keep it and that our baby is a mistake. But I said I didn't want our baby to grow up having to share it's dad with another family." I said
"I know.. it's hard. What did you say when you left?" He asked
"That I'm going to have an abortion." I said looking down at the floor.
"Are you?" He asked
"I don't know.. I'm only just turning 20, I have my whole life ahead of me. I wouldn't be able to dance, act or anything. It would turn my whole life upside down!" I said
"Yeah but Perri is probably just over whelmed with it all. But that doesn't make up for him saying it was all a mistake!" He said
I just sighed
"Do you want to have this baby?" Jordan asked
"Yes but I don't want it to grow up having to share it's daddy and wonder why he's not there half the time. That's not fair!" I said
"I know.. you need to tell Ash.." He said
"I will.. tomorrow.." I said
I'll tell him tomorrow...
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Sorry this chapter is a little slow but it had to happen. Lot's of drama in the next chapter. Many thanks
Skye'Celeste♥
