Going Crazy • p.cy

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'Please don't stay up late everyday to take care of him.
You're starting to get bags under your eyes.
And it's not good for your health.
It's making me mad'

"This guy is insane" You mutter as you walk beside me.

I stare at you and completely ignore your previous statement.
I stare at you and admire all of your beautiful features up close.

I'm so happy.
Ever since Sehun ended up in the hospital, we've been hanging out.
Ever since Sehun ended up in the hospital I've been by your side.
Ever since Sehun ended up in the hospital I-

"Hey, Chanyeol? You okay? Is there something on my face?" You ask.

Oh.
I've been staring for too long.

"Sorry... what were you saying?" I ask.

You sigh once again.
Why are you always so tired lately?
Why do you look so troubled?

"I just asked what you think about... this" You mutter, waving the note that I gave you.

Do you not like the notes?
I remember hearing you say that you always wanted someone to give you notes.
I remember hearing you say that you always wanted someone to do something sweet for you.

"Maybe he just really loves you" I mutter.

"But why me?"

Maybe because you are perfect.
Maybe because you're everything that I've ever wanted.
Maybe because you're kind.
Maybe because you complete me.
Maybe because I just really love you.

"I don't know with him... whoever he is"
I reply, avoiding eye contact.