Going Crazy • p.cy

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'I know that you're sad. I'm sorry I made you cry. But it's for the best.
He isn't good for you.'

I'm so happy. 
I finally got rid of him.
Not permanently.
But at least he's gone for now.

"Hey y/n. Are you okay?"
I ask as I approach you in school.

I can't believe I'm talking to you.
I can't believe that I'm actually talking to you.
YOU.
Y/N.

"Oh... Chanyeol"

You look so sad.
Your eyes are puffy.
And believe me, it hurts me more than it hurts you.

"What happened? Where's Sehun?"
I hate saying that guy's name.

"He-... someone attacked him yesterday... He's..."

You look like you're about to cry again.
Please don't cry.
Don't cry.
I hate seeing you cry.
Especially if it's because of him.

"Who could possibly attack Sehun?"
I really hate saying his name.

"I don't know, but I have a guess"

You show me the note I wrote.
Oh.
Well. You guessed right.

"Whoever he is,

I hate him"
You say.

And at that moment, I could feel my world falling apart.
No.
Nononono.
Nonononononono.
NONONONONONONO.

DON'T HATE ME.
PLEASE.
PLEASE DON'T HATE ME.