Shawn mendes imagines

•5•Too much

16th September 2017
A/N- Sooooooo, it's been a while. But I'm back and very happy with this so I hope you enjoy - Meg xoxo

Y/N POV
Calling Shawn for the 5th time I step out of the elevator and into the lobby seeing about 300-400 fans standing out side our hotel in Rio. We'd only been here a day but due to the 'power of the internet' there was already a large amount of people outside bugging Shawn, me, his family and his crew.

Hanging up the call that had yet again been declined I glance around the room in search for Shawn. He left me in our hotel room 3 hours ago to see Geoff, but after me talking to Matt I found that wasn't the case.

After what seemed like another hour of looking I finally found Andrew sat on his laptop on a couch in the lobby.
"Hey Andrew, Where's Shawn?" I ask him quietly but quickly not wanting to disturb whatever he is doing on his laptop.

"Um, I think he's out side by the pool, he went out about 2 hours ago" He says looking up at me and smiling sweetly.

To say the least me and Andrew were both worried about Shawn. He'd been a bit off since fans started to show up in such large amounts and so quickly.

I quickly thanked him before basically running towards the back doors of the hotel and out to the pool area, letting out a breath when I saw Shawn stood the other side of the pool looking out to the sea, wearing nothing but swim shorts and a dark blue t-shirt.

My heart sank as I approach him and saw the love of my life with tears rolling down his cheeks as he stared into space.

Slowing my movements I stepped closer towards him rubbing my hand on his back so that I didn't scare him.

"Shawn, what's up?" Worry was clear in my voice as the words left my mouth. He didn't reply. "Shawn, look at me" I said as more of a demand rather than option, all he did was shake his head looking down at his hands. "Baby?" I asked him again taking one of his shaky hands in mine and placing my other on his cheek making him look at me. More tears fell from his eyes as I tried my best to wipe them away.

Eventually giving up with my attempts on drying his cheeks I pulled him over to a spare sun lounger sitting down next to him and wrapping my arms around his waist as his head rested on my shoulder.

"So what's up?" I softly whispered pressing a kiss to his fore head.

"Them" was all Shawn said pointing towards his fans crowded outside. Shawn loved his fans, with every bit of his heart. But he wanted Rio to be different. I knew he wanted to just be able to spend time with me, his family and friends on his days off. But with all the chaos it was quite quickly proved to him that it was impossible.

"What do you mean?" I know what he means. But come on. I wanted him to talk to me. I know it's the only way to calm him down.

He sat up straight beside me before beginning to speak. "I wanted this trip to be different. I wanted to be able to spend time with you and my family on the days I'm not working. But they're making it impossible. I know this is still my tour and I know there's still going to be some fans, but this many? I love them all but they don't give me a break. All they ever do is bug me and shout at me whilst I'm trying to calmly take pictures with them all but I've reached my limit. I just can't do it any more. There's too many of them. We can't even get in a car with out being mobbed. For god sake we can't even sit on the balcony." He took a breath and shook him head before continuing, "I love ever single one of them out there and I want them to know that. But they need to give me time to my self. They need to understand I'm human. I'm not just some famous singer that can be with fans every second of every day. I have a family to be with, friends to see and then you. I love you with everything in me. And you know that. They no that. I wanted to be able to spend time with you this trip. I wanted us to be able to have time alone together with out being bugged. But I guess I've been proved wrong." He let out a long sigh placing his head in his hands after he finished talking. He needed that. To let everything out. All the words that have been building up inside of him begging to be released. And I'm glad he did.

"I love you so much, and I know you know that but but you need to know that no matter what I'll be here for you. I know it's tough being this popular and having girls chasing you around every where you go, and I know how stressed it's making you. You need time to relax for a while and take your mind off it all. We both know they aren't going to leave but if you speak to Andrew about it I'm sure he could help a little with calming them all down. How about me and you head up to the room, I can change into swim wear and then we can come down for some us time for a bit? Just me and you, by the pool. Because that's what you need at the moment. To relax. I love you Shawn, I'm not going to let them ruin this tour for you." It was silent for a few minutes after my last sentence and we both just sat there staring into each other eyes. However that soon changed when Shawn wrapped his arms around me and made it so I was straddling his lap with my face buried into his shoulder.

"I love you so much baby, I don't know what I'd do with out you" he sighed in content as he pulled away from the hug placing his forehead against mine.

"I love you more muffin man" you smiled bringing him in for a quick but passionate kiss.