You think he's the one. You know he loves you, you know he treats you right. You fear that someone will tell him something to push him away. You know he'll leave and you think of it every second. You feel like he'll leave any moment. You fear that he'll spontaneously die so you always want to check up on him. He doesn't answer and then all of the voice in your head start to make draw conclusions. What if he got hit by a car, or stabbed to death, or even had a heart attack. Your logical mind knows that he's too tough to die like that but your anxiety still continues to rise. He returns and is acting strange. You bombard him with questions to see what's wrong but you finally give up. He never realizes how paranoid you get. You fear that he'll leave you for a less paranoid girl. What if he does though? He loves you so much but you're also really annoying and there's no chance that this will last. He will get tired of your paranoia and anxiety attacks and then go find a more layed back girl. You know the truth. Although he lets you hug him all you want and hold his hand whenever. He'll get tired of you being so lovey. We all know he likes quirky girls at first but everyone gets tired of things. The fact that you can be so paranoid over something and no one knows is quite shocking. Now have fun trying to find out is he's the one.
