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Robin

Are you guys coming to my house or going home ? " " I think we're going with you it's closer besides Lee as is too drunk anyways " Sin said , I didn't really get to drunk tonight because I drove so it was fine for everyone to crash with me , Sin had to carry Lees drunk ass to the car , I swear that girl doesn't know her limit sometimes. " Hey I had fun tonight , thanks for inviting me " Sin said " No problem " she placed her hand on mines , me and Sin had really been distant since she broke the news to us about her leaving for England and I was still kind of upset about it seeing as how she had 2 weeks left " Hey so did you think about it ? " I was silent , I mean I did think about it and a part of me wanted to up and leave and go with her but I just couldn't I have a life here and a career I couldn't just pack up and leave like her " I have .... and I'm not gonna go " " Why not ? " " Because my life is here Sin I can't just magically up and leave like you with no care in the world ! " " I have a care in the world , it's you ! Why do you think I asked you to come " " well I cant Madison and that's that ! " I pulled up to my house and got out the car , I was definitely not in the mood anymore " This conversation isn't over Robin " she said as she opened the door to get Selena out. I open my door to help her carry Lee in , " you can put her in my bed " I hope Sin didn't think she was sleeping with me tonight , she came out the room " Robin I don't understand the problem, you've been upset with me since I've told you and I'm telling you I'm doing what's best for me " " Okay and I'm happy for you , do what you have to do we aren't together so my opinion doesn't really matter " I said as I walked to the kitchen to pour a glass of wine " what do you mean because we aren't together your opinion doesn't matter ? I'm practically asking you to up and leave with me that should count for something " " and I told you NO ! What happens when you get tired of me then I'm stuck in England ? No ! " " are you serious right now Robin ? " she walked up to me " I said what I had to say Madison , I hope you enjoy England ! " I walked away to sit on the couch , " Fuck ! " she slammed her hand down in the counter " It's like there's no fucking winning with you " " you're absolutely right there is no winning and I'm not having this conversation anymore , I'm over it you've made your decision! " " can't you fucking see I'm trying to do this for us for you ?! Don't you see that I'm trying , I broke up with Ashley I've been doing everything I can to show you that I mean what I said but you just keep turning me away ! " " did I ask you to break up with her ? I don't recall " I said as I sipped from my glass , Sin was really starting to piss me off. " I'm going to bed , I have a headache " I got up and walked towards my room " You know what , Fuck it ! " Sin went in the room and slammed the door. I went in my room and laid next to Lee , for some reason tears started to fall down my face , I hated the fact that she sprung this on me last minute ,I hated more that I was even considering leaving with her , I couldn't process all of this I just wanted to sleep. I curled up next to Lee and was sound asleep.
  " Hey Good morning sleepy head " Lee said as I entered the kitchen , " Hey , where Madison ? " " when I got up she left , she seemed pretty upset " " we got into it last night " " about England ? " Lee asked as she placed the cup of tea in front of me , I put my head down " Yeah ... I can't just leave Selena , I just can't ,there isn't a guarantee that things are gonna work this time " " you're absolutely right Bobbie , but I think you should give it a try , even if it's just for vacation " I fiddled with the cup , " Anyways what are we doing today ? " " we can run a few errands and go get pampered , maybe it will make you feel better " " agreed " we finished out breakfast and headed out.