June 17, 2015

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I don't know why I'm hopeless right now. But everytime I fall in love, at the end, I'll eventually feel the pain. I'll eventually feel the bickering pain and hurt of the great impact of the fall.

Everytime someone says that they love me, they'll just leave me at the end.

It reminded me of my former lover. He left me hanging and I was stubborn enough to give him another chance to hurt me again.

He made me believe that love couldn't hurt you. That love could never let you feel the pain.

Instead, throughout the bitter years of expecting that we would last, it made me realize that everything is just temporary. Even in our love because we didn't fought hard enough to make it last.

My tears didn't matter to him when I was weeping at his shoulder. He even pushed me away when I was still holding on to that one percent chance of fixing us together.

At the end, we decided to end our short-lived relationship. And until now, I'm still lying on a cold hard concrete floor. My fingers linger on the cracks.

I'll stand up on my feet again, someday, just someday. I know I could and I know I will.

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