June 19, 2015

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I woke up with my head all in a daze. I blinked as I steady my vision to see the calendar on the beige wall.

Today was supposed to be a celebration of something beautiful. The nineteenth of every month was supposed to be our monthsary.

I guess, it wouldn't be called as ours anymore. It wouldn't be a celebration for something sweet and beautiful because we're not with each other's arms. This celebration is now gone with the wind.

I still try to reminisce those blissful times as we celebrate our special day. There were laughter and smiles all over our faces. We would say "happy birthday" to each other and then end every greeting with a kiss.

He would hug me and play my hair. I feel so happy back then. But now, I don't even know what I'm feeling.

I feel kind of blank and empty. I feel lonely and unhappy. I feel nothing.

I checked my phone to see a notification on the screen. Oh, another post from him. I thought of not giving a damn about it. I hesitated and finally decided to take a look out of curiosity.

I opened it and to my surprise, he posted a status on his wall saying "happy birthday".

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