The Bad Boy & The Shifter #Book 3

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Ruby's POV

Sitting in the living room thinking about what Melissa said, I know I've been distracted recently but who can blame me really when someone would come by and talk to you telling you that something will happen and change?

"Somebody's deep thinking?" a voice brought me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah..." looking at something interesting on the floor not able to look into Skylar's eyes.

"You want to talk about it?" she walked over and sat down next to me on the sofa.

"What's the point in asking when you can see it yourself?" I muttered to myself making her laugh.

"There's something you need to ask, I know that so you can ask what ever you want."

"How do you control your instincts?" messing with my fingers fidgeting nervously.

"It takes a lot of practice but its do able obviously" pointing to herself telling me she's been through it herself, I must of went into a deep thought again because the next minute she was looking at me worried.

"Has something happened?"

"N..no, atleast not yet." in watched her frowning at me like she was trying to understand what I meant by it.

"Do you want me to help you?" she asked me but all I could do was mod looking at the floor, when I looked up she gave me a reassuring smile.

"I know there's something your not telling me Ruby but sweetheart just know you can tell me anything" we stood up and started to walk out side.

"Right, when do your instincts normally come out?" she asked me when we got further and further out of the woods.

"Normally when I'm scared or been told to use them"

"Who would tell you to use them?"

"The hunters or rogues who kidnapped me did things to me when experimented on me to see if it worked properly by making me yo my instincts to defend myself then beat me until I was on deaths door step then left me until my body started to heal itself and then they would come and do it all over again" as I explained everything to Tommy's mum I noticed I was scared about talking about what happened to me like I normally would have been which was strange.

"How did you survive?" she asked me i had to think about it for a second because i couldn't come up with an decent answer.

"I don't know..." i answered honestly.

"Right.." she coughed and looked around nodding to herself.

"You do know it isn't going to be easy right?" she looked at me very seriously.

"I know, but i have to do this..."

"What made you want to do this?" tilting her head sideways asking me curiously.

"I cant control myself when i get angry..." thinking about punching Logan the first time i met him after the things he said about Seth.

"Ok, well the first part of learning how to control it and learning out you trigger it and then you will have to keep triggering it then learn out to control it and calm it down so then you wont kill someone" she explained to me and i understood.

"How will we do that?"

"Well you will have to let your instincts take over and then try and control it and calm yourself down but still with your instincts still control of your body"

"You wont let me hurt anyone will you?"

"Please, why do you think I'm the Luna of this pack" she smiles at me and nodded telling me she's ready.