LIFE of SECRETS

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I have spent too much of my time today walking over the streets,Looking here and there, shopping for school,and absorbing new things around here, this place is so much different from the country I came from,I moved here two weeks ago from Braazil .but I don't know why?
I just don't want to be here,far far away from everyone whom I used be around for years, cause they loved me and loved them too.
I miss them so much,
Everyone of them have a very Special place in my life as well as my heart too.
I miss my Parents, I miss my siblings , I miss my frnds nd my school.
oh!! my school, "oraissa school of Science and Arts.."
I never wanted to leave that place but the things which happens with us is not always we want ..
So after so much of refusing, struggling nd Crying, I'm here in FROSTIER leaving everything of mine very behind
Everything obout Frostier is beautiful but this beautiful doesn't seen to me beautiful it's kind of...aww I don't know, I'm not familiar with this kind of atmosphere, environment and it's definitely cold here
in very bad manner,
I used to very free in Natal
everything about that city is just perfect, I can't forget that life..
Morning was very warm there and night was too,
Beautiful sites of the sunrise and sunset and enjoying weekends on the beach..
walking over the sand with bare foot, runing with friend to the just end of world
I will miss everything nd everyone specially Mia
my bst Frnd, We are more like sisters she is very close with me since our childhood, but I'm angry with her too
because she didn't support me with this matter, may be she can explain things to my parents in such Good manner that they let me continue my education in Brazil, not here in the second corner of the world.
well tomorrow is first day of school.
nd now I am just too exhausted by long walking over the streets to explore things here
well I like too explore..like to try new things
and now I'm trying my new place(apartment) nd neighborhood,
well my neighborhood is almost good nd it's peaceful around here..they are friendly nd helpful, I feel blessed because living alone very far from home is little tough for a girl of my age..
after such a long nd busy day, i'm returned to my apartment, it's not big but big enough for me,
I have so much things in my mind, I'm little nervous and excited too for tomorrow
I was too tired as I slept on the couch thinking about the first day of my new school, I hope it's just go well till my graduation...