LIFE of SECRETS

XV

  RYAN SKYWALKER. .

4 weeks ago my family shifted here again from New Zealand to Frostier,

on the name of  Family, I have no-one, 
Except Daniel, Liam, Julian and Luna..
we have our  own place far far away from the city ..We don't like to live among the  Crowd, Specially me...i love peace and silence .. We have a very beautiful place out of the city..No crowd..no violence. .no noise...nothing
Unwanted talks makes me angry and Aggressive. .
I really like this place , because I can be here what I'm..I don't have to pretend anything. . Our house is big enough for 5 of us,its a 2 story house ..
There are Five Bedrooms on the first floor  with balconies while on the ground floor, we have living room..A dining room and kitchen..and a library too
we all are nature lovers so we have big Windows almost in the every corner of The house.. Specially are living room is almost of the glass.. we all go together wherever we go..we like the company of each other..well it's not suit on me..I always tries to cut off them but although they never leave me alone..they always stuck with me and that's cause of me to still being alive..

Most of the time we live in our living room..Bedrooms are just our sleeping area otherwise we never spend our time alone..they will not allow me if I want to..Mostly we fall asleep on the couch talking with each other and even bother to take ourselves to our room...

my roots are belong here in Frostier ..May be the place is Cold.but always gives me the warmth..I haven't seen my parents but this land me gives motherly welcome whenever I came here..

After a long time again I'm here..
whenever I came here, I felt nothing but when I came this time, My heart started Beating again otherwise I never feel it's presence, it's was hiding from me..for so long, My heart didn't want me because I always choose the ways to hurt it..I'm a heart breaker .. and most of the time I break of myself. .This place makes  me  feel little alive but these time there is drastic change in my surroundings..
As I place my feet here..Jolt of electricity passed through me..I feel Alive..I want to be happy..I smiled most of the Time..when I look myself in mirror before coming here, I can feel the sorrow of my heart in my eyes ..But these time they are having big secrets, They were hiding something from me. .
My heart is happy but don't want to tell why?
Because he knows me very well..
I always destroy the Cause of my Happiness. ..I'm The Biggest enemy of my own Happiness. .I'm an insane. .
The bright sun doesn't brighten me anymore. .
The Moonbeams doesn't try to calm myself. .
the rain doesn't try to soothe me
Water is not quenching my thurst any more. .
Wind doesn't bother itself to caressing me..
I'm getting used to everything of it..
ignorance of Nature didn't bother me anymore
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until now..Why?
Why everything is changing after so many years ..

I can't bear these changes

I was thinking over and over again..standing in still position in the big glass window in our living room, its almost covers the area of wall..We have a very beautiful place out of the city..No crowd..no violence. .no noise...nothing

"What are u thinking. .?"Luna asked..

I remain silent like most of the time

She came towards me..and placed her hand over my shoulder. .

"Hey..we are your family, You should share with us .."She said again

I just nodded in response. .

"I don't what is going on something is changing around me..."I said

"Change is the Rule of NATURE .."she said

"Yeah..but.."

"But what.."she said

I'm not liking this.."

"u should.."She said

"By the way,where are others.."I asked her

"taking visit of our surroundings.."She said

She was going towards the kitchen ..

"Luna.."I called for her

"yes.."
she spin around in my direction..

"Can you bring me a coffee.."I asked her politely

"yeah sure.."she said with smile

I was again starring, out side of the window when I saw something. .

I saw a girl..