LIFE of SECRETS

XIV

It is already morning and Sun has started warming the nature up and make the darkness go away..There was no any more Darkness and any fear..Brightness is back but my heart was in deep sorrow. .

"It's alright..Don't take it otherwise, I'm here to Just save you, My first priority is to escort u to ur frnds, once u r with them I'm done with u .." His words were ringing in mind,he said me that when I was asking about the hyenas..and he thought, I was thinking something else about him..something wrong..But why the hell I will think like a jerk...and i thought, I have one more frnd, stupid me well

I realised..

...Everything matter for him is Our Saved Life ... Nothing more ...no talks no friendship. .

I didn't ask him any more questions. ..
even I asked him nothing. .
He was just taking me with him to find my frnds or his..His intentions were clear and mine was too..so why so many question we are here to back over our ways so I closed the zipper of my mouth, locked it and through the key very far away..and i was just following him silently, I was too tired and exhausted, I was thinking about my friends..and there concern was bothering me...they were also so disturbed by my sudden disappearing I was ruining there fun too, I was feeling very guilty and suddenly I just bumped in something ..I was bumped in him..

"What are u thinking. .?"

"About my friends. ."

"I can understand. ."

"Really.."

"Absolutely. ."

"No you can't this was my first camping of my life, first camping with my new friends and on this new place and I ruined everything, I ruined everyone's fun.."I said sadly, I was replying him without thinking

I don't know what makes me  think that he can't understand me but the fact was stabbing my heart again and again. .

"it was not your fault. ." He said, almost whispered
I try to smile but just failed.
tear started falling from corner of my eyes..

I was just closed my eyelids strongly to hold on my tears but my eyes were not supporting me...
I didn't want any breakdown in front of a stranger. .

but my heart refused to find him as a stranger..

"hey don't cry..
tears don't suite on a girl like u.."he said holding my hands, he was trying to soothe me..
what did he mean by girl like me..but I didn't bother myself to ask

"sit here.."He command
I looked away but didn't sit..
he make me sit over the rock and didn't say anything..
His silence presence was soothing me more instead of somebody's fake concerns. .

I hold myself back and forced a smile..
"Let's go. ."I said and started moving
he was still holding my hand while walking I didn't yanked my hand back
We were tottaly silenced he didn't said a single word..
His expressions was blank he was no more
after walking for an hour..
"see ..there is smoke, I think there is our campsite.." He exclaim cheerfully

"yeah.."

I was relieved  of thinking camp site..

After walking 15 min. we were there in my campsite ..

Kat, Nat and Crystal was sitting together they looked really very sad ..Emgon and Luce was seem to be nowhere and Charles was trying to manage the camp area ..
suddenly he looked at me and

"LILLY.." he shouts my name from the core his lungs..
The three girls looked in my direction and started running toward me ..
I was so happy to see them..I was overwhelmed by the feelings, I didn't know that in very short time they are going to make me feel like that there progress of entering in my heart is really unacceptable...