LIFE of SECRETS

"So..That was the Reason"

I was still looking at them curiously and they were glaring me back with there raccoon like smile. .

"I really really hate that when someone smiles at me that way.."I warned them

"Tell me the reason otherwise I'm going to call the boys.."I said again

now I was liking it too, it is really funny

"well it's not like that we don't care for you.."Nat said defending herself

"we do..we really do but we know that you are safe and unharmed now because now you are with us so we don't need to be worry about you..Right"Kat asked Crystal

"Yes ..you are safe when you are with us,
We were really very worried about you Lilly when you was missing even Kat escaped her meals, She was giving the blame of your missing to herself" Crystal was saying
and I was listening. .
I knew already she cares for me and I know she didn't do it intentionally. .I was not angry with her then why the were explaining. .

"yeah..so please don't think that we don't care about you"Nat said I know,
I know you care for me, I know you care for me and I didn't blame anyone for my missing
it was noone's fault but was mine..
I didn't notice that how far I was going and I lost my way in jungle in order to fine water reasource..you don't have to blame yourself "
I tried to explain but my words were not coming out of my mouth..

I was looking at them helplessly to help me with my words..

"it was no-one's fault even not your Lilly, we were really scared when you get missed..
we just want to apologize for not paying attention "Nat said

"Why should I forgive you?"I said

suddenly there faces were pale and there lips were sealed they were looking at each other silently and sadly..

"ahh but Lil..."Crystal. tries to say something but I cut her off

"Nat you said it was noone's fault then how can I forgive you dear"I said smiling

Tears were glimmering in her eyes..

And they all take me in their embrace. .

I was like I got my home in their arms..I was so happy and the Happiness was making the atmosphere very loving for me.Positive energy was all over there..

"So we want to listen your whole story. ."Kat stated

I have the unknown expression all over my faces..

were they talking about the visit..

"We want to hear your story of the Jungle visit and you are not going to hide anything. ."Nat said in dominating voice

I said "Okay"

and I started with the initial point of my journey. .

"I was looking for the water, but I didn't get the source..

in search of water, I went too far and get losted my way..I was already tired of our long trip..and the search and the rays of sun made my all strength go away..after a long search; I got what I wanted but as I enter in the source, I faint and everywhere and everything was just dark..dark as hell,my eyes were shut and I was struggling for the air and I slipped in the pit of water, almost 10-15 ft. down.
I don't know what happened then, when I open my eyes; I was out of water..and He was trying to awake me.....

I explained them the whole story...

Every part of the story.

"how rude he is"Kat said pouting

"well..I'm confused"Nat said

"Even I didn't understand him"

"he was sweet at one moment and rude in another. ."I said

"may be he was rude at some moments but he took care of her..he was protecting her all time and even he was alone with her and he had chance to make a move..He didn't take any advantage, So he is a good human being"Crystal told her opinion about Ryan

"yeah..even he didn't ask for me for a single time; he went without saying Good bye to me"I explained

"ohh..so that is the problem. .I can understand"Nat said

"you liked him; but he didn't take any move"Nat said again

it's not like that; I was hoping for a good friendship but I think he didn't like me and he don't want to be my friend" I said sadly

"well..I don't think so, if it was like this, he'll not care for you as much as he did"Crystal said thinking something

"may be there was something in his mind so he didn't tries to talk to you much"Nat said

"May be"I stated

but he shouldn't have left like this, he should talk to me atleast once before going back"I said looking downwards

they exchanged a quick glance and then there lips curled up in very big ear to ear smile..

"May be..Destiny will take you and him along, We can't say anything about luck..What it had decided for you and him"Crystal said

"whoa you are sounding like a mysterious women who knows everything about future and destiny.." Kat said

and in reply she just laughed

but her talks made me very hard thinking about him..
May be..I'll met him again.