LIFE of SECRETS

XVII

"Leave me.."She said pushing me back

"u can't walk here just like a homecoming queen my lady.."

I'll do what I will like to do..., Who u r to give me the instructions of living my life.."she said, angerness was all over her face..

Why she was angry..? Just because I pulled her..

"Okay ..I'm noone.., and I'm not giving u any instructions for living ur life..I'm saying that just walk carefully it's a jungle, it's danger all around here.."I said calming her

"It's jungle for u too.."She said with arrogance

"yeah..but I'm experienced. ."I tried to convince her

"yeah why not .. The whole human society must have been shifted u to Jungle because of ur ill manner and rude behavior. ."she said,

She was fuiling my anger..

"look dear..u r getting on my nerves. ."I said

I was looking in her eyes, She is very fearless. .strong and stubborn,

and stupid too.

"then why u just don't leave me here alone.."She said

why the hell I'm after her, I asked my self..she doesn't need me

"Because u'll no longer alive here without me.."I try to scare her

"What make u think like that.."she asked crossing her arms over her chest

"If I didn't Stopped u  just few minutes ago,you were be facing the death and falling down in the deep valley where anyone will never going to find your little body in 1000 ft down there.."I said..

I was not lying..there is a deep delft, and I can't just let her walk in deep unending dark dike..

"are you trying to scare me.." she asked

"No damit..Why u r not understanding..Can u feel something here..No,right because there is nothing here "

now she was irritating me and I was getting tired to convincing her..what she think of me, I'm trying to save her but..

she was again in her deep thoughts...

"How do u know. .?"She asked

why she don't believe me, I have done nothing that cause so much of untrustworthyness. .my mind was now telling me to leave her alone on her situation but my stupid heart was resisting me..but why?
She Is unknown. .A stranger..matter nothing to my life then why my heart is so attracted towards her..I feel never a pull of attraction as strong as it is..I met so many of girls, but never felt like this before and she is trying to stabe my heart maybe unintentionally but she is doing. .

"if u don't trust me then u can try by yourself.."I said irritatingly

Noone in the world would ever try to jump in a dike for dying, even for suicide, the volunteers will not try the deadly valley for their suicide

"okay.."She said

What the hell she is wants to do with herself..

I never gonna let her jump in the mouth of Death..even if she wants to..
how can she does it to me..

"okay what..?" I hold her again by her waist clutching her with me

suddenly I felt a bolts of electricity in my spine..my dead heart was beating more rhythmically. .my heartbeat was uneven..

"why u want to die Instead of believing me.."I said almost disappointed

"No..I mean okay I believe u.." She said

"Then please follow me.." I said almost requesting her to be with me..
For all my life, my heart says

she was staring at me like I have asked for her kidneys..she is unbelievable. .unexplainable. .

"on one condition.."she said

I raised my eyebrow

"U have to answer me politely. ."she said again

"okk...." I said

"now shall we. .'' I said politely, obviously the fake one

She was following me, I was checking on her in every single minutes, in case she changed her mind and started walking in either direction. .at least I can catch her..
Whenever I looked at her she makes me feel different, she makes me feel Alive,  How can be she with me, I should thanks God for giving her time to me, So I can feel myself alive once again. .She is really very adorable Nature has put all the efforts in making her..
her wavy hair..flopping over her forhead..Her focused eyes on the path ... My time stops when she looked at me and so my heart stops beating. .her beautiful pouty lips .. always performs a very beautiful stunning smile..She walks with full of Grace..I know I can't have her..After few hours she will be free of me and will be happy to have her frnds and Emgon back ..My heart started crying at the thought of her going to him

I can't just let her go

I stop at my place..

"wha..."She tried to say but I cut her off

"sshh.." I shush her

then I turns towards her .. pretend to check something around and hold her hand and started running in either direction ..

she didn't asked me anything just follow my directions..May be she is learning to trust me or may be she has Noone to trust on..

I make her climb over the big tree and then I climbed too..
I took her in my embrace tightly and she didn't resist me...my hands were resting on her waist while one of her was over my shoulder and another one was on my chest..
she placed her hand over my chest but it touched my heart deeply, her touch caused me breathing. .she make my heart alive, because of her I feel it's presence in my chest otherwise I never heard him beating like this..
she was mine my heart was saying and my mind was saying to realise the reality. .
we were in that position for almost 15-20 minutes. .I don't know why but I think she believes me so much...
slowly she parted from me and looked into my eyes, her eyes were asking something and I don't have their answers so I remain silent and steady suddenly I realised what I was doing and I take a step back and rested my back to a branch..she was still looking at me suspensefully..

"There were some hyenas there.."I lied

"are they gone .."She asked

"Yeah .."I said and jumped down from the tree

"Jump.."I said to her

"well..I don't think so that is a great idea.."she said in low voice

"Close your eyes and jump ..we don't have all night.."I said

"okk .."

She was thinking something may be she was scared of falling the fear was all over her face but she hold herself and make a jump..
and

As she jumped she started shouting from the core her lungs..

Don't she know that I can't let her hurt..she was my responsibility for now and I gonna protect her..

She was in my arms ..I
was holding her in my arms..She looking so innocent and fearful thay I started chuckling. .She look down to just confirm that I really have catch her or not and her cute and innocent actions make me more laugh..