holy shit can you believe this is the sixtieth chapter tf how have i done so many
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private messages:
> HUGO
> SCORPIUS
> AL
> CHRISROSIE
hey al
can i talk to you please
AL
tell me why i should give you a reason to
just any reason
ROSIE
i can't
because i know i'm a horrible person
and you don't deserve any of the shit that i put you through
just please let me call
i want to apologise
AL
fine then
> calling al who really deserves better <
> al <
> rosie <"al, thank you for letting me call."
"i'm waiting for an explanation. you have five minutes."
"could i have longer please maybe? i've got a lot to say."
"you better be quick then."
"okay, i know this is the coward's way out as i should really see you in person but i don't think i can bring myself to look at what i've done to you."
"aha, if only you knew rosie."
"al, i'm incredibly sorry for everything i've done. i'm a bitch and i know i'm a bitch. i'm dating the guy you've been in love with for practically forever. you don't deserve this. and don't deny that you love scorpius."
"i wasn't going to deny it. but i am getting over it."
"that's the thing. you'll probably never get over it. if you think dating chris will help you, give up now. please."
"i thought you were apologising, not giving me life advice."
"oh right, you deserved to find out about scorp and i in a different way. in a better way than what actually did happen. i wish we could've talked to you about it and explained it. also, i was unaware of how astoria died but i soon found out. so at the time when i convinced him to go out and drink i thought i was doing the right thing."
"but you weren't. you weren't at all!"
"i know that now. and hurting scorpius like that is the worst mistake i've ever made. i wanted to get drinks so he could never realise his feelings for you, al. i wanted him for myself. but i know that those feelings there, and you know it too."
"you don't know what you're on about, rose. you have no fucking clue."
"denial is a trap. don't get caught in it. i'm so sorry for everything. and i know some shitty phone call isn't going to make up for any of this. but we all used to be so close. you, scorp, and i. do you think we could ever go back to that?"
"possibly."
"that's a start."
"not straight away though."
"that's completely understandable. thank you al."
"goodbye, rosie."
"bye."
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smalfoy glad to see things are getting better
teddythelupin the fuck
teddythelupin @jamiesiriusp have you seen this
jamiesiriusp HOEEEE MY GOD
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i feel shit it was a really shitty apology from rose but i can't write anything better like a really soppy emotional apology because i'm not a good writer like that
so i'm really sorry about the shitty rose apology/forgiveness
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