Dreams become Reality: Book Two in the Carl Grimes Series

Chapter 13,

Just a warning this chapter is going to be alittle graphic. :) have fun my chanfans.

I can't believe Carl just left me. He doesn't even care about me anymore. I love him and all he does is yell at me in return. What the fuck is up with him? This is rediculous. I can hear him crying. What a baby. I have nothing to say because I just stopped crying. I hope he didn't break anything. He did beat his wall pretty hard.  I hear a door creak and I put my head in my pillow and cover my back up with the covers. It was probably Lori or Rick coming to hear what the comosion was. I hear a body hit the frame of my bed. I felt a hand hit my foot, a cold one.

"I'm sorry." 

I look up and see it is him himself. The Carl Grimes. I don't respond.

"Molly come on." I throw my head back onto my pillow.

I felt his arms wrap around my waist, lifing me off my bed. I flail my arms around, grunting, trying to make him stop,. He pins me up against my wall with a smirk.

"You need to listen to me." His hands cup around my wrists and his feet step on mine. 

I couldn't move.

"What do you want?"

"I wanted to apoligize for yelling. I know you think this is all coming true but you never know Molly."

"I'm so sorry Carl." I manage to say when his hand goes to my neck.

"Oh so now you want me back." He laughs and his arms wrap around my waist.

"Carl. It's like 2am. You really want to play around with me now?"

"Of course." 

His lips crash onto mine, his hands cupping my cheeks. I pull his face closer to mine, tugging on his slick stringed hair. I close my eyes and remember what happened a few days after we met Arthur in our dream. We had sex. I sure as hell am not having sex with Carl in real life.

He pulls me across the wall and I fall on top of him. He laughs and then goes back to me. His lips were perfectly in sync with mine. I felt his hands go up my shirt, touching the tip of my bra. I felt my back chill. My spine was tingling.  His hands backed down from my shirt and onto my bum, placing them on my cheeks. I felt his warmth on my chest. I realized the door was open and I slowly shut it with my foot. He began to kiss my jawline and my neck.

"Caarll." I let the moan emerge from my lips as he came back to them.

I let my body rest. Everything was motionless except my lips. Carl put his hand in his pocket, pulling out a package, I let go of his lips and looked. I knew what he wanted but I wasn't sure if I wanted to give it to him. My virginity.

"Where the hell did you get those?" I let it out.

"Shane." He smirked.

"When you been talking to Shane?"

"The other day. I didn't let you know."

"Well." I tucked my hair behind my ear.

My body fell to the ground next to him and he put the package back in his pocket.

"Wait." I looked up at him.

"I'll do it Carl. Because it going to be with someone I trust and love. Carl, I want to."

He smiled and pushed me onto my bed, ever so lightly. His lips went back to mine.  I layed down on the bed, he layed on top of me. I felt his hands rush to my shirt. It threw it across the room. I lay there in my pink sports bra and my yoga pants. I go for his shirt and I throw it across the room. His body was slightly tan and he had abs, I wasn't gonna lie. Carl was hot. I throw his body onto mine and kiss him all over. His ear, his neck, his cheeks, and finally his lips, and DAMN his lips were good.

He goes for my pants and pulls them off in a matter of seconds, revealing my white underwear. He only looks down there for a minute and goes back to me. I try to pull his jeans off but he hesitates.

"I've got it."

His pants come undone, revealing his blue calvin kline boxers. I just stare at his sparkling blue eyese in the shadowy darkness. I pull his hair when it gets in my face. He goes back down to kissing me. He goes for my bra but I stop him.

"I want to keep that on." He nods and just goes back to kissing me.

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I just wanted this to last forever. I wasn't sure if I wanted to do it with him but we ended up doing it. It wasn't like any other teenagers having sex, not loud, not breaking headboards, just normal plain old sex. We were mature about it and didn't stare eachother down. It didn't last very long either. Just a few minutes because we didn't dare getting caught. I had some explaining to do with Shane.

What's funny is that Carl was right. One second we are fighting and then the next we were having sex. I guess he loves me alot. I love him alot too. 

After the whole makeout/sex session, he slept with me. (But of course, he put his clothes back on along with myself.) We were normal teenagers. We didn't drink or do drugs but we did have sex at a young age. I still loved him. We slept together. We layed in the same bed without any sexual tension. It was fine. Except no-one knew, except Carl, Shane, and I. But for all Shane knew, it could've been for Lori and Rick. ;)

The morning after you do it, you feel like shit, even with protection. Your body aches and you have lots of stomach problems.  I woke up with Carl's chin on my waist. He was clearly not comfortable. I stretched out my muscles that were aching of defeat. I opened my eyes slowly letting the sunlight in. It was still early and Carl and I were up pretty late. It was a pretty funky night. One second Carl loved me and the next he was yelling and cursing but we are cool now. Carl and I were inseperateble, both of us now understood that.

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AN: whatcha think of that sex? i know it wasnt very detailed but whatever. what do you think about arthur and molly's aunt? next chappie will hopefully be posted in the next few days. ilygsm. thanks for 100+ reads! :)