You're My Dad?

Goodbye

Days past and things happened. I had to go back school today. But I was scared. Shane had told me he only had a few days left. What did this mean? I cant lose Shane.. 

I was walking to school today and I didn’t go..

I turned around and walked away. I went to hide down in a ditch by my house. I have to think of a plan..

AFTER SCHOOL

I thought it was safe to go home so I started walking home. I got to the door and knocked. No answer. I unlocked the door and walked into my room, shutting the door behind me. I guess Shane and Joey are out. I got to my room and on my tv was a note from Joey.

Hannah, be back soon.

Joey.

I tossed the note away and took a nap.

I woke up a few hours later to Joey knocking on my door.

Joey: Hannah.. Have you seen Shane?

I started freaking out. 

Hannah: No I thought he was with you?

Joey: No???

I started calling his name looking around the house till I got into Joey and Shane’s room.

There was a note on the closet. From Shane. 

I didn’t call Joey, I just read it.

Joey, I love you. I didn’t want you finding out this way. Im sick. I don’t know what condition you are going to be finding me in but I could be gone. I love you Joey. I love you so much. You would always make me laugh. You would make me feel good about myself. You would never make me mad or make me sad. I love you and I hope I treated you well. I hope you love me as much as I love you because you are my world. I wish I could have told you. I wish we could have lived happily together. You wonder why I rushed the wedding. I wanted to be married to you before I go. This hurts to write because you are my everything. I don’t know what I will do without you. I just want you to know that I am in a better place. Without you I wouldn’t be who I am today and I am so grateful that you walked into my life. I will never forget you Joey.  And with that… I say my last goodbye. I just wish I could have one last kiss before I go. I wish I could cuddle with you one more time. Or talk about out future while watching American Horror Story. Joey I love you. And I will see you one day. Please wait for me. I love you so much. Good bye.

Hannah, I love you so much. You are the best daughter I could ever ask for. I am really glad we picked you. I am so sorry you had to come at a bad time. Words cannot explain how I feel about you. I never thought I would have such a great daughter. Please don’t do anything stupid while im gone. I wont be there to help. 

I love you guys both so much. I will never forget either of you. Good bye.

Love, 

   Shane.

I was in tears my the time I read this.

Me: JOEYYY!!

Joey came running and I handed him the note. I watched his face as he read it. He started crying. Tears streaming down his face. I have never seen him like this. He started crying and screaming. He ran over to the bed and layed face down screaming 

Joey: Why him!! Why couldn’t it have been me!!!!!

I started tearing up just watching him. I walked back over to where I found the note and I opened the closet. Something fell out. Laying right at my feet, a dead Shane.

His face stained with tears. He was in a ball like position. He died crying. But he was holding something. 

I grabbed the object out of his hand and looked at it.

I started tearing up. It was a picture of the family in Hawaii. 

Our family.