Paper Hearts

Chap 13

As the sun peeked through the window, the arms wrapped around me pulled me closer tight to his chest.

I smiled and opened my eyes. His hands pressed against mine I slowly turned to him to see his chiselled face laid on the pillow next to me.

He looked ever so cute sleeping, I laid my head against the pillow and just stared at him.

He squinted his eyes and they slowly opened, he let out a yawn. "Taking this all in are we?"

I let out a chuckle. "Maybe."

He pulled me closer to him, my hand pressed against his bare chest. "Hmm.."He hummed.

"What are we going to do today?"I asked as I bit my lip.

He let out a little moan and looked at me, he tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear. "Whatever you want princess."

"I usually stay in bed and watch movies and stuff my face with food."I confessed. "That's my usual weekends."

"Well darling we are going to change that."Cole said with a grin on his face. "Go shower and change."

I nodded. We kissed then I pulled away I pulled the sheets off me and walked to the closer I got out a black jumper with sleeping with sirens in white writing also with black jeans and a black vest. Also fresh panties and a bra. I picked up my wash bag.

I walked back into the bedroom to see Cole on the phone. I smiled at him and walked into the bathroom. I placed my wash bag onto the counter of the sink.

I turned the shower on and took off my clothes, I was just stood there and I got into the shower forgetting my dressing was on I let the hot water pour on me.

As I put shampoo in my hair I looked down at my thigh to see my dressing peeling off. Fuck me.

This can be easily sort out with burn cream which I had in my bag and a simple bandage.

It'll be fine.

Shit and I'll need my pills.

I'm so stupid....

I quickly finished off my shower and got a towel I wrapped it around my chest.

I opened the bathroom door a little and peeked out the door he wasn't in the room and he couldn't see this.

I opened the door fully and walked out of the bathroom to see the closet door open and Cole's muscular back to me as he picked up a tshirt from the rack.

"Hey Ivy."He said as he turned around as he put his tshirt on. He looked at me.

He could see the scars. My eyes brimmed up with tears I took a step behind me as he walked nearer to me. I closed the bathroom door.

I locked it, my back leaned against the bathroom door as I slowly dropped to the floor. Tears trickled down my face.

He wasn't supposed to see these...Not properly...Not at all...

Even if we were going to sleep together I would have wanted the lights off instead of the lights being on.

I looked at my arm to see my self~harm scars all healed...I should of end my life on that day..I should of never woke up.

Life would be better. I would no longer exist and that would be best for everyone.

"Ivy..Princess.."Cole said behind the door."Open the door please."

I don't answer him nor open the door.

"Please talk to me."Cole said with a sigh. "Tell me what is wrong. We were fine before you went into the bathroom."

I didn't answer.

"Princesa, please tell me."Cole spoke again. "Open up or I'll break the door down."The door knob rattled.

I got up from the floor, I put my bra on with my panties and my best with my jumper.

I walked towards the door and unlocked it the door, the door opened from Cole side.

He looked at me he walked to me his thumbs slowly wiped my tears away. "It's okay."

I choked on my tears and just looked at him. "H-Have you got a bandage?"

"Why? Have you done something?"

I shook my head for no. "My dressing."

He nodded, he placed a kiss on my forehead then walked to the cabinet underneath the sink. He pulled out a first aid kit and opened it he got out the bandage.

I walked to the counter and opened my wash bag I pulled out my burn cream.

Cole looked up to me. "Shall I?"

"I don't want to be a pain Cole. "

"I want to do it."Cole said.

I nodded and sat on the toilet seat. I placed my leg on his knee as he kneeled down to me.

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"Feel better?"Cole asked as he kissed my forehead. His hand ruffled my hair.

"I'm fine."I replied with a smile. "Thank you."

"For what?"

"For this. For everything."

"I honestly meant every word."His arms wrapped around my waist he pulled me closer to him. "I've fallen in love with you Ivory Hoye~Harrington."

"So have I Cole Milton Colon."

We kissed, The doorbell rang and Cole pulled away. My eyebrows furrowed. "Are you expecting someone?"

He got up from the couch and let go of me. He shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know."

He walked towards the door and opened the door. A loud voice spoke from the door, a person walked in it was a guy he had jet black hair hazel eyes and he was cute. He was in a maroon jumper and black jeans.

"Gray gave me these."He spoke his back towards me. Jiggling a white paper bag. He placed them on the coffee table haven't realised that I was here. "Who are those for?"

Cole let out a cough and he turned around and he saw me the guy did. "Who is this Cole?"He brought his hand out.

I shook it. "Ivory."

"Jax."

Cole made his way to us, he sat next to me "This is my girlfriend Ivy."

Jax grinned and we hit it off pretty well.