Paper Hearts

Chap 29

"You have to leave."The nurse said as she looked at us.

I closed my eyes just hoping this was a really bad dream. That I would wake up to see Finn telling me to wake up.

"Come on Ivy."Cole whispered softly as he touched my hand.

I opened my eyes, my eyes brimmed with tears I looked at Cole and shook my head. "No."

He nodded at me. "Please don't make this harder then it already is."

I slowly let go of his hand, the nurse looked at me with a sympathic look. I looked at Cole as I slowly got off the bed.

Grayson didn't even say a word, he just sat there his eyes glued onto Finn.

Everyone left the room expect Grayson. Douglas looked at us. "I can't do this anymore."He whispered.

My back against Cole's body his arms firmly wrapped around my torso. I placed my hand against his and gave his thumb a squeeze.

"D-Do they k-know what it was?"I slowly asked as I looked at Uncle Ben and Aiden who were in front of us.

"TB."Uncle Ben answered. "Tuberculosis."

"How could of we missed that?" Carter said in disbelief. "We should of took him sooner."

"The doctor said there was nothing to do even if we brought him sooner."Douglas said.

"We have to start planning his furneal."Uncle Ben stated. "The doctor said it wouldn't be no good if his body is kept in the freezer for long."

"B-but we can't bury him without Heath being awake."

"The doctor doesn't want to wake up Heath until his sugar is fine and he's able to breath on his own."Bryce said as he sat next to Carter.

"I-I think we all should go home."Uncle Ben suggested. "Start planning and have some sort of sleep."

Aiden hand went through his hair. "I'm going to stay with Heath."

Uncle Ben looked at Cole "Take Ivy home and take Grayson too."

Cole nodded. "Yeah I'll do that."

"We should be heading home."Uncle Ben looked at Bryce,Carter, Evan and Douglas. "You four come with me."

They both nodded and left with Uncle Ben.

Aiden sniffed and looked at us. "Let Grayson take as long as he wants."

Cole nodded. "We will."

Then Aiden walked out of the ward. I turned myself to Cole a tear rolled down my face. "How are we going to do this?"

"We are going to do this full face on."Cole said on verge of tears, his thumb slowly wiped the tear away. "It's going to be hard but we have to."

"I've just lost my brother. My brother the one who always looked out for me the one who I always used to argue with. No matter how he was I love him so much and he just gone."

"I've just lost one of my best friends. The guy who brought the girl who I fallen in love with into my life. The guy who used to give me the kick up my arse when I need it."

"H-How are w-we going to do this?"Tears streamed down my face like  a waterfall.

"How the hell are we going to tell Heath? That your brother is dead and we buried him. When he wakes up from the coma?"

A tear sild down his face I slowly wiped it away. "I don't know love but it would rather be a band-aid ripped off then doing it slowly."Cole said repeating the phrase off Grayson.

Cole rested his chin on my head as my hand was placed on his chest. The door of Finn's room opened to see Grayson.

Ever so pale. Ever so dull.

He looked at us and started to walk away from us. I pulled away from Cole and he let go of me he followed Grayson.

I closed my eyes hoping this was over that I would be home arguing with Finn because of my Matt Bomer life size pillow.

"Miss?"

I opened my eyes to see a nurse stood in front of me she had a bulk of evenlopes with her. She handed it to me. "Finn wrote these in his last hours and he told me to give them to you."

I nodded and sniffed. "Thank you."

"Your brother was ever so kind ever so handsome."She said with a smile. But then it faded. "It's such a shame of what's happened. I'm ever so sorry."

"Thank you."

She nodded at me and walked into a room. I walked out of the ward, Cole and Gray were probably in the car.

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The car ride was silent. Ever so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. It pains to talk when you've lost someone who met the most to you and they are not there.

Grayson just went up the stairs, me and Cole walked into the living room where mugs of hot choacalte was on the coffee table only three mugs left there for us. I placed the evenlopes on the coffee table. Carter looked at them and let out a little sigh.

Cole walked out of the room to see Grayson and talk to him. I picked up my mug and sat down on the floor.

I took a sip of it. My eyes started to droop I need sleep. Uncle Ben looked at me "Go upstairs and go to sleep."

I nodded. "I will."

I took my mug upstairs with me and walked into my room. I got into bed and pulled the covers over myself.

Cole Walker.

Finn. The guy who gave the kick up my arse for me when I was being a dog. The guy who helped me get out of the gang I made. The one who told me what to do in situations. The only guy who I trust with my whole life other than Jax.

The guy who knew me more than I knew myself.

He was gone.

Just a click of a finger.

Grayson was mute. Who could blame him? He just lost his twin. He didn't even talk to me when he walked out of the ward.

I knocked his bedroom door softly. Nothing came from behind. I put my hand on the handle and pushed the door opened to see Grayson sitting on his bed staring at Finn's side of the bedroom.

I walked into the room and closed the door behind myself. I walked over to Grayson, I sat next to him cross legged.

"Gray?"

His eyes glued onto Finn's bed.

"Gray?"

Nothing from him.

"Gray? Talk to me."

He moved his eyes off from Finn's bed and looked at me. His eyes brimmed with tears. "What do you want me to talk about?"He finally spoke in an anger tone. "What do you want Cole?"

"I just want to see how you are. You've been quiet ever sin-"

"What do you expect Cole?"He yelled as tears streamed down his face. "I just lost my twin. My b-brother is d-dead!"

"That didn't come out right. Gray just please op-"

He cut me off. "Just don't Cole."He bursted in tears I pulled him into a hug.

"It's okay Gray."

"It isn't because I've lost him. I've lost Finn."

He wasn't the only one.