Forget Me Not ( Danisnotonfire )

Chapter 5

" you don't have to be alone anymore "

The words suprised me , What was he trying to achieve in this , was this just a game , I mean I know I'm an easy target and all but really .

"When was the last time you ate something"

I jumped out of my thought, looking up at Dan .

"What?"

Dan leaned back on his hind foot looking down at my stomach.

"You heard me , when did you last eat" He said raising his voice a little more.

I couldn't really remember the last time I ate something, I'd like to say its because I just forget but who am I trying to kid .

I tried to talk but nothing came out making me gawp up at him like a spaz. 

I forced myself past him standing with my arms crossed.

you can't look him in the eye can you.

" I..I think you should go" I mumbled not ever raising my eyes to meet his.

" No , not until you eat something" He demanded

I'd had enough by then , how dare he just ..intrude into my life , mess things up which I was content with , how frickin dare-

"You still don't eat do you?!"  Dan exclaimed , lowering his arms in disbelief .

"You know What Dan , just fuck off seriously. You don't even know me , and that's the problem you think you do ! You've seen me , heard about me . But you don't know me ! You cannot stand here , telling me What is and what's not without knowing everything that's ever happened to me , I hardly know you ! You're an annoying , pretentious arsehole and I really think you should leave.". I raged , using all the necessary gestures .

We both stayed silent for a moment .

"Well if you really want me to go-"

" I do ." I said , heading towards the door opening it for him .

"Teddi , please , just."  His saddened guilty expression said everything , but by now , I just ..I couldn't . Not anymore .

"Goodbye Dan Howell "  I quietly murmered as he left, closing the door slowly behind him .

I took in a long awaited breath and rested my forehead against the door .

What had I done .

Oh C'mon there was no denying that I liked Dan , he's fucking gorgeous , and although he is a dickhead most of all the time , he was cool , I guess .

I stood up straight and was about to walk away when a knock on the door stopped me .

I turned my head , staring at the door , waiting for a second knock just to clarify I wasn't imagining anything .

Two loud bangs determined I wasn't crazy and I walked cautiously towards the door.

I opened it slightly , seeing Dan standing there.

"H-" I began , but was rudely interrupted by Dan barging his way through the door , which forced me back a little .

He walked up to me and kissed me hard . Really hard , and well I think it was passionate..not like I had any experience in the area .

I stood there , a little shocked , a little scared .

This took an unexpected turn .

Dan leaned in again but I pulled back.

Oh Fuck it Yolo.

I Kissed him again , putting all my effort into it . He pushed me against the wall and pulling me legs around his waist , my hands went into his hair , tugging it slightly making him groan a little.

Holy Fuck.

A little part of me was like ' What the fuck man , WHAT ARE YOU DOING'

But the other part of me was like

'Finally.'